Thank you all so very much for your prayers. They are
greatly appreciated. I do want you all to know that my breathing has gotten
much better and I would say it is either back to normal or close to normal. I attribute this to your prayers, God’s healing grace, and to the fact that it has been 1 week and almost 2 days since I had any cigarettes and I am
not going to pick up the cancer stick habit again! I do give God all of the glory for the fact that I quit smoking though because I am certain that I would not have gotten this far without His grace.
Anyway, the lesion seems to be about the same but its not draining as much as it was doing so I think that’s a good thing. I am taking my oral antibiotics and I am also using my topical antibiotics as well. Hopefully I’ll see more improvement tomorrow.
I am still rather depressed but I am feeling much less depressed than what I was feeling earlier. My brain doesn’t seem to know whether it wants to be happy or sad to be honest.

One bad thing though is that I’ve had a little psychosis today. I hallucinated for about 1 second earlier this evening. Basically something on my screen appeared to say something that it really did not say. This is the most common hallucination that I experience other than I will occasionally see a light flash when I’m pretty sure it didn’t really flash. So please keep my mental health in your prayers as it seems to be rather fragile today.
I am having some pain in my right shoulder but I think it is just arthritis pain. I do have Osteoarthritis in my knees although its never been confirmed for my shoulders. Still I am pretty sure that I do have it in almost all of my joints. I have also been having pain in my left ankle when I walk. I think that is due to tendinitis. I do have chronic tendinitis so it wouldn’t surprise me.
Anyway, thank you all again for your prayers. I greatly appreciate them. Also, sorry if I rambled.

