Hi Latingirl,
I can relate to all your questions. I just recently returned to the Catholic Church after 3 years of letting my doubts get the best of me. I just want to touch on a bit of your OP with some “new” thoughts:
All the laws and teachings for every facet of Christianity MUST be in the Bible or else it’s false.
Then, where are the laws and teachings of Scripture interpretation in the Bible? And where are the Table of Contents? Does the Bible say which writings, of all the writings circulating at time, were Scripture (inspired)?
I don’t want to believe that God tricked me (or even worse Satan).
I used to be afraid of this too. Catherine of Sienna, Gemma Galgani, Francis of Assisi, Theresa of Avila and Therese of Lisieux…Satan doesn’t produce saints like that!
Before these years of doubting I was devoutly Catholic. I can honestly tell you that my faith life was far richer as a Catholic, despite the lack of fellowship. My relationship with Christ gave me far more than these past 3 years of spectacular fellowhip with the Mennonites They were very very charitable, very involved in each others’ lives, etc… couldn’t have asked for a better community! But that is nothing in comparison to the intimacy with Christ one can have through the Sacraments.
I see that Catholics have an interpretation of the Scriptures that is very different from other churches.
Many of them borrow off each other their interpretations (protestant tradition

) instead of what was handed down from the Apostles: the fullness of the faith. The original, 2000 year old interpretation is bound to be different than the man-made, 400 year old one.
Why don’t the other churches have sacraments? Because they see them as twists in the doctrine. They see the sacraments as mere, over glorified rituals
They would have rejected Jesus’ use of mud to heal the blind man too. They probably also would have rejected the idea of the Incarnation. The Biblical facts are that God takes what is lowly and exalts it. He uses sinful humanity, water, bread, wine, oil, He even used dirt to heal a blind man! They deny God’s power when they reject the Sacraments. They confine God’s Presence in the world today to the indwelling Spirit. They do not see how much God has given us. I would be more fearful as a protestant, b/c rejecting the sacraments is, in effect, denying Christ. They were His ordained means through which the Spirit would be given (not limited to them though…)Most likely they would have rejected Jesus had they met Him 2000 years ago b/c the Church possesses all of the same evidence that Christ did for it’s divinity: lineage (succession), holiness, incarnation (Eucharist), miracles, man forgiving sins…
I like what VociMike said in his first post here. “Become like a child and trust”. My error began when I arrogantly thought I could trust my own understanding of Scripture. Sola Scripturists put ALL of their trust in the interpretation they see (or most likely borrow from other men). But we must put all of our trust in God. He gave us the Church – it is a gift to us. The Sacraments, the Communion of Saints, the Eucharist, 2000 years worth of guidance… all gifts.
Can someone perhaps tell me why the Eucharist makes me feel odd…
B/c the mass is the highest form of prayer. We participate with all of Heaven during mass. Please read the Supper of the Lamb (or is it “The Lambs Supper?”) by Scott Hahn. When you look at Revelations you see the Mass: the altar, the Lamb, the prayers (Holy Holy Holy…), the incense… Scott Hahn teaches (as did the ECFs) that when we have Mass, all of Heaven is present. The Mass is where Heaven and Earth are met most profoundly. Heaven knows no time like we do. Whenever we celebrate Mass we are right back at calvary where the Son offers His life to the Father for us, and all of Heaven if present. That is why it is always good to make a good preparation for Mass – at least 10-30 minutes. Padre Pio (among many other saints) spent a great deal of time preparing for Mass. I want to say he took hours… If we had such faith and were so keenly aware of what we were about to partake of during Mass, I think we would take much greater care to be more mindful and reverent; spending some serious time reflecting on the mystery about to unfold before us and preparing our hearts and minds and stilling our spirits before it so that it never becomes so ordinary to us that it is taken for granted and participated in mindlessly.
I believe if anything, the Eucharist will keep me attached to the faith, no matter what doubts I have.
In all my years of doubt, the Eucharist is what prevented me from making a commitment to the Mennonites. I don’t think I ever could have denied the Real Presence
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