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With due respect, I humbly think you should think of Judas in this manner (if, as it seems, it really concerns you as much as it does): Judas COULD have been admitted into Heaven, after definitely going through Purgatory,
because of some mental “defect” that made him not responsible for his actions. This is the equivalent of the “insanity” defense in criminal law (I am a trial attorney by trade) - not knowing right from wrong or some other standard, depending on what a particular state defines as lessening one’s responsibility for one’s criminal acts.
But from an OBJECTIVE point of view, neither you, nor anyone else, can dispute the following:
- Judas betrayed Jesus for money.
- Judas gave back the money because he claimed the Sanhedrin misled him. Whether he was remorseful about what happened to Jesus or that he was misled, the bible does not clearly say.
- Judas hung himself after giving back his “pay”.
We know NOTHING else about him.
Again, unless someone can say that Judas suffered from some mental defect that lessened his culpability AS TO HIS OWN DEATH, then how can one say that suicide is forgiven? One cannot ask for forgiveness (legitimately) BEFORE they sin. That would be essentially a “get out of jail free card”, and it goes completely contrary to Catholic teaching for 2000 years.
If Judas could have gained entry into heaven, why did Jesus label him as a man who would wish he had never been born? This is a question I think you must address.
P.S. It was not until my lifetime (and I am not yet 50) that suicide victims were granted Catholic funerals. Before my birth, suicide victims suffered the safe fate as those Catholics who had been excommunicated and not reconciled to the Church before their death. That may sound harsh, but God’s laws are God’s laws.
It is VERY easy to confuse “compassion” and “justice”. Catholic theology teaches that it is the HEIGHT of compassion to be just with someone.