I attended my first TLM at the SSPX chapel today. These are my impressions and opinions. I’ll state the facts as clearly as I can and my impressions and opinions will be separate. Keep in mind that this was a schismatic group, not in communion with the Holy See or with the local bishop. I had no choice if I was going to attend the TLM, as we have no approved TLM or Mass of Paul VI in Latin in this diocese. I can see why the bishop might be reluctant to have one, as this High Mass was attended by only about 75 people, counting the priest, but not me.
When I entered, there was the silence that should be expected in any Catholic church (my own parish observes silence meticulously). The priest entered in cope and biretta, performed the asperges, then vested for Mass. The Mass was obviously in Latin, but you wouldn’t know it unless you had the text in front of you (I brought my own) as everything was said *soto voce *and very rapidly. The parts that weren’t were drowned out by the choir, who sang in Latin very ably and with good tone, but had a tendency to give everything a crescendo.
After the readings in Latin, the priest read them in English and made announcements, during which time he advertised for a booklet entitled “Time Bombs of Vatican II,” saying that we should read it ourselves and try to get our “Novus Ordo” friends to read it, “those who can read and are willing to read it.” He said this with a distinct smirk. There was no sermon per se, because they were inducting men into the Holy Name Society. During his admonition to them, the priest made the point that the Novus Ordo Mass was an abomination and said that at least Moslems, though they worship a false god and have a false prophet, know the meaning of reverence and respect. The induction followed.
The TLM proceeded as I suppose it always does. I don’t know how many people frequent this chapel (the only SSPX in Las Vegas, though there is as least one other “traditional” group, but I’ve heard they are sedevacanteists), but the congregation seemed unable as a whole to kneel or stand or sit as a group. Sometimes half would be up while the others were down and vice versa. I just tried to do what the little old lady next to me was doing (she seemed very nice). During the Gloria, we sat down about half way through. This also happened during the Creed. The priest sat as well.
I could not understand a word the priest said at any point in the ritual. I don’t mean I couldn’t understand Latin. I didn’t expect to be able to understand any part other than the conventionally sung parts (Gloria, Sanctus, etc.). I mean I couldn’t hear him, at any point or follow him, though I had the text in Latin and English in front of me. I’m NOT saying he rushed it, but if our pastor had read the Mass that fast in English, I WOULD have said he was rushing it. I didn’t receive Communion, which was rec. at the rail in the traditional manner.
I didn’t like this Mass. I don’t think I would ever be able to get used to not understanding what is being said. The congregation didn’t join in the Gloria or the Creed or the Sanctus (I’m aware this wasn’t a Missa recitata), but that just seems very odd to me. The congregation did nothing, except rise and sit and kneel, none of which they did in unison. They didn’t even join the choir in the recessional and it was “Holy God, We Praise Thy Name!” (I wish we sang that more in my parish). A priest (one of my regular confessors) told me that the last one he attended, he got goose bumps on his goose bumps (he encouraged me to go). I didn’t get a goose bump, let alone a goose bump on my goose bumps.
I tried to go with an open mind, I prayed before I went. Obviously, the diatribe against the “Novus Ordo” didn’t please me, but I expected something like it. I tried to be open-minded about the silent canon, but I don’t like it. I don’t like the choir making the response for the congregation. I realize that it was perfectly valid (though illicit). I realize that it has a reverence and a dignity that are beautiful to those who find them so, but I don’t believe that the Mass of Paul VI, reverently offered, is any less reverent or dignified. If anything, this made me glad of my parish church and the way Mass is offered there.
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