Me too. I always believed in the equal dignity of men and women which LDS doctrine denies with the subservient role of women. I think a lot of LDS women, especially married LDS women, are in denial. I was single for a long time and eternal polygamy was a doctrine I had to deal with frequently, and especially so whenever I did my duty in going to the temple. Whenever I talked about it with married LDS women, it was blatantly clear that they are in denial about what marriage in the celestial kingdom entails. They just think that their husbands will never be asked to marry all of the good, single LDS women in the celestial kingdom. It will always be someone else who has to deal with the hard LDS doctrines. Well, as someone who was a long time single LDS woman who never thought I would marry a good LDS man (I married a good Orthodox one instead), I loathed the LDS reality that I would likely be a plural wive in the celestial kingdom. Frankly, I would rather be a crazy cat lady in the telestial kingdom than be married off to some stranger I would have to share anyway in the celestial.