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Peter_John
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That fairly thoroughly describes my conversion to Catholicism. I had told my wife, who though not Catholic had encouraged me to look at it many times, that there was no way I could be Catholic. I would have to accept all these things that made no sense, and I believed that Catholics had started this millennia old slide from true Christianity to begin with.So, rational thought faces off against being “soft-hearted” and “meek” at some point in a person’s life, and they get to decide which avenue they will take.
Yet, when I attended a Midnight Christmas Eve mass because I always go to a church in my neighborhood for Christmas Eve, and it was the only church in my neighborhood that year, I immideiately realized how much I had been lied to about Catholicism. I went again a few weeks later with the express purpose of opening myself to the experience as much as I had any other religion. I put aside every prejudice about Catholicism that I suddenly realized I had.
The fact that transubstantiation is about the least rational doctirne one can think of, just to name the most specific counterintuitive teaching of Catholicism, did not matter. I realized that this religion was the essence of Christianity, and everything it has claimed to be for 2000 years. I have not felt comfortable without wearing a crucifix since, when I could not feel comfortable with one before that.
At the end of thaat mass I had two thoughts in my head: 1) As long as I believe that any part of myself can exist independent of God, I cannot full trust in an omnipotent Creator – all beliefs I had sought to embrace before had some concept of every human’s essential being as self-existent (including Mormonism), denying the essential truth that God created us out of nothing. We were not when He always had been.
- Jesus does not have a double standard, so there could have been no Great Apostasy. He had to have the very attitude regarding the Church as His covenant people that He shared with Hosea about Israel as Hios covenant people: no matter how often, how far, or how bad you drift away, I will always take you back.