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I get your concern, because there can be that pressure to exaggerate the craziness of a person’s past life among some Evangelicals and others .
I do know a Catholic online, though, who I really trust, who had some similar bad trips—prior to conversion-- where he honestly believes–still–he saw the devil do crazy things and tell him to do crazy things. Perhaps there’s something about the drug-induced experience itself that leaves people’s memories unable to discern what was a hallucination and what was a real supernatural encounter.
I’ve read, too, that after some “good” trips (such as with monitored hallucinogen use) some people consider their spiritual encounters real even if they’re otherwise critically-thinking people.
But do we know for sure that Jeff Johnson himself is claiming that he’s fully convinced that it was real?Yes, but if he’s claiming that real people died as a result of something he did, then that’s a very serious claim and ought to be verifiable (that the people died, not that it was a result of his “demonic powers”).
Edwin
Maybe I’m associating this story too much with the Catholic person I know online who had a really bad “demonic” trip which ended up in driving him to become a Christian. That person is sure of the vividness and the emotional impact of the experience, but he wavers on whether or not he believes it was a real supernatural encounter. To hear him talk, though, it can sound like he genuinely believes it sometimes because it seemed so real to him at the time, and still does.
The quoted article —which is from a former CC member who left years ago as a young man*— says that Johnson “apparently believes” it was real, but to me a second hand source saying “apparently believes” isn’t the same as Johnson himself claiming it really happened, and he’s sure it happened.
Anyway, somehow that made me think of the Catholic I’ve been speaking about, and the way he’s not fully convinced himself of what happened, but often could be said to apparently believe in the reality of the experience.
Sorry if I’m not communicating my thoughts well…I’m really tired.
- I read the whole article from which the quote is taken. I dunno—I’m not qualified to dismiss the negative experience which that young man had at CC Downey, but I’m also not swallowing it whole. I’m so used to seeing ex-members of “fill-in-the-blank-with-whatever” group or religion write about what a terrible experience they had that I’m cautious about taking such “ex-something”** stories as the last word on that group or religion.