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Um… I agree with Lumen. This sounds like demonic attack. The devil didn’t want you to be Catholic… he wants to have you in hell. And you gave in.Oddly when I went into RCIA up to when I left my life got worse and worse. Lost job, lost girlfriend, lost friends, couldn’t find work, sick sick SICK, father riding me to find a job, attempts to return to college failed ect. This kinda thing happens everytime I so much as make the sign of the cross or say a Hail Mary. To the point I did the sign of the cross out of habit as an ambulance rushed past lights blazing and my car broke down again! (It broke down all the time as a Catholic and in RCIA. When I left no problems till then).
As a Druid I’ve found work, me and ex are talking and might reunite. I got offeres from friends wanting to help me get on my feet. I am healthier and managed to find a dentist to fix a horrible cavity I’ve had and a doctor that is helping me with my heath issues. These are things I couldn’t afford but found some that work cheap and let you make payments.
Similar things happen to me whenever I become more devout. You know, little pathetic attempts to make me not listen to what God is telling me. This is coming from somebody who once thought praying was as useless as talking to a wall. Fighting these temptations, perservering through the hardships, is what life is always about. Just because you take the middle road and act lazy, like God doesn’t exist, doesn’t make any difference. He still exists, and you’ve just chosen to go to hell. What a dangerous road to be on. Playing games with God never works out well for us.
This reminds me of the little story about the sickly little girl who was given a locket by somebody like yourself, with instructions to always wear it, never to open it, and she’ll get better.
She did get better. Life was beautiful. Her parents were so overjoyed that she was healed instantly.
But a few years later, the girl became extremely depressed. She began trying to kill herself. She was a mental case.
The parents decided to open the locket. Inside was a tiny piece of paper, reading:
Satan, keep this girl’s body healthy on earth until you possess her soul in hell.
The same thing is happening to you. Just because you deny that gravity exists doesn’t mean that’s true. You definitely have my prayers and sympathy.