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ParkerD
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NewSeeker,Well, employing the LDS approach I was raised with and attempted, I think that years of hard work, faithful service, prayer, prayer, and more prayer, let me directly to the Person I wanted in my life in the first place when I started the whole process of seeking a testimony: God. I think that God answered my prayers by leading me to Christ in the Eucharist. What more can a person ask for than to have God himself? I think that’s the answer. It’s either that or perhaps the discovery of a Nephite coin is in my future. You never know! One day I’ll return to the Yucatan and Chiapas for another visit to the Mayan ruins. Perhaps the coin is just sitting there waiting for me, at the bottom of the sacred cenote in Chichen Itza.
In all seriousness, I’m very glad to hear what you have to say. Thank you for saying it. Not because I think God led me to Catholicism as a preparation for an eventual return to Mormonism, but because you’re one of the very few Mormons I know who take me at my word when I say I was sincere. 99% of the others blame my lack of testimony on me. Was it you who has a friend who is executive secretary to the Twelve in SLC? Maybe you can pass my story along to him in hopes that something is communicated from HQ to the membership. Comments like the one’s I received regularly from church members were infuriating and hurtful. That’s not why I left the Church, but their memory makes it extremely difficult to walk into the ward house to support my wife - who does not understand at all why I did what I did. I can’t even stand to hear the words “I’d like to bear my testimony, I know this church is true.” I just squirm in my chair when I hear them, and usually I just have to leave altogether. I attend church with my wife rarely, as a result. There are lots of people in the Church like me and those kinds of comments are alienating and push people away. So thank you for not being one of those that thinks I’m insincere.
NS
Thanks for your insights. I had mentioned such a friend, and I will pass along your story. He may or may not share it with the Twelve, as he usually lets things come up through traditionally established channels. I know he will be interested in your experience and perspective, and the poignancy with which you have expressed your very real feelings. Perhaps you could write a letter to Elder Richard G Scott, who I think would be very interested in your experiences. Address it to 47 E South Temple, SLC, 84150.
God bless you peace-wise and health-wise, though I sense how that is a tough situation in your family. It will take patience and understanding on the part of each of you.