Yes I am a 7 or 8 too. I would suggest a sliding scale, some days you hit 9 others a 5, anger, frustration, gluttony, idleness, etc. I don’t reject God but I do stumble in worldly things. My overall score might be in the 80s though, if 9 is our goal. I struggle a little with self-mortification, sin as the central focus of man’s life on earth. I believe in joy, thankfulness, this is life in Christ for me. Not 24/7 but a lot of the time. I think selflessness and joy can co-exist. Ditto humility, charity, the list goes on and on. Again I am not dismissing my sin, penance, suffering, it’s in the mix, but not the main ingredient. I worry that God becomes a very unpleasant task master if we focus too much on our failures as opposed to thankfulness. There is also a sort of reverse self-glorifying, wallowing in it I guess I would say. God, on the other hand, is probably just saying ‘Get on with it.’