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Wow, vames, that was amazing. I never thought of insertion of another god in this story like I had inserted a king into Acts 5:1-10.What is the link between OS and what I wrote earlier about Purgatory, loving our neighbor and the meaning of childbirth pains? The artificial segmentation of our thinking and an unresolved cognitive disonance.
On the one hand, we try to live according to our idea about a good God, to trust and to follow this goodness as Jesus taught us. For example, to curse someone is a sin, to torture someone is a sin, to refuse to forgive someone is a sin, to desire vengeance in order to do evil to someone is a sin, to apply death penalty “if non-lethal means are sufficient to defend and protect people’s safety from the aggressor” is a sin. We say that these things are sins because we want to imitate God’s goodness and we know that He can’t do such bad things, right? And we know that man can’t be better and kinder than God, being held to higher moral standards than God, right?
But on the other hand, if we are sincere and read Genesis with fresh eyes, in that text we encounter an unforgiving God, behaving not like a father, but like an ancient tyrant, committing all the sins mentioned above. Such vengeance towards A&E and all humankind surpasses even the ancient law “an eye for an eye”. If we didn’t know anything about Genesis before reading it and if instead of “God” we’d read “an Oriental unknown deity”, we’d simply laugh at the pettiness of such deity. So if we want to reconcile the image of our good God with this image of a vengeful God, we have two options:
- To cling to the belief that Genesis offers us a true image of God. So we need to deceive ourselves: ignore some verses… justify God’s curse by pretending that A&E were inimaginably bad and ungrateful… deny that what God did was to take revenge against powerless creatures… demean and accuse ourselves and our neighbors (the whole human race) as “fallen” and “broken” and “deserving hell”. Hey, why should I love and forgive my neighbor if God needed such a cruel sacrifice to forgive us and even this sacrifice couldn’t move Him to lift the curse against the whole human race? Why should I care about a woman who dies in childbirth, since all women deserve to pay for what Eve did? “I will greatly increase your pangs in childbearing” clearly shows a deity who takes pleasure in torturing people, in applying random punishments (are childbirth pains a JUST REPARATION for the disobedience of Eve?), just because he can. Can we pretend that childbirth pains are just a minor thing? Or a sign of God’s love? Or a sign of God’s justice?
- To see the text of Genesis for what it is: a primitive explanation about suffering and death by attributing them to a divine curse. But the pressure to accept Genesis as literal truth is strong - if one rejects it as incompatible with everything that we know about God’s fatherly love, it means that he or she is badly catechized, dumb or a heretic. Oh, but we don’t want to become heretics, right? So even if we believe in God’s goodness, deep in our minds there remains a residual fear of a capricious deity who can crush us anytime and who doesn’t hesitate to “greatly increase our pangs”, in this life or in the afterlife. That’s why, for example, my mind clouded by grief could fall prey to those sadistic representations about Purgatory, with souls screaming in pain and imploring a divine mercy that sometimes refuses to come until the end of the earth. Jesus, what Jesus? Burning fire and hundreds of years of torture!
Let’s not forget option 3, however, and take a developmental approach, that we have a good God and a well-meaning “vengeful” conscience:
- The creation story is a metaphor for the workings of our individual and collective consciences. After all, don’t our consciences curse us, punish us, torture us, subject us to hell, and (with the coupled empathy-blocking) even drive us to suicide and punishing others to death? Don’t our consciences create our shadows, giving us parts of ourselves to resent, which in turn guide our behaviors in a carrot-and-stick way?
Of course, there are a lot of other really great options, and I am not “selling” this one.
The transition to second-half can be a little rough, and I must admit that perhaps the first-half theology could be presented in a way that puts more issues into the “mystery” category, where the mystery’s answers have to be found in the context of each person’s relationship with God. Look at the Gospel, it has a measure of apparent contradictions and mystery, leaving plenty of room for a wide range of followers. "Do you have a dualistic outlook? Here are some verses to support your view. Does God love unconditionally? Here are some verses. Does God love conditionally? Here are some verses. I know, it creates a panic attack for those of us who love the security of doctrine, but the real security, as Pope Francis indicates, is to be found in the loving relationships we have with each other and with our God.