Still praying, Cassie. Keep it up - I think you’re doing so great…my relationship with my dad isn’t great and your
forgiveness for John is really inspiring. I hope I can be like you in the near future…for now, I’m letting time pass, waiting and praying.
I’ll continue to pray for your two sons and for the wife of your younger son too. May God help them both in every way they need it.
For John’s return to the Church and for true peace in his heart:
Hail Mary, full of grace,
The Lord is with Thee.
Blessed art Thou among women,
And blessed is the Fruit of Thy womb, Jesus.
Holy Mary, Mother of God,
Pray for us sinners,
Now, and at the hour of our death.
Amen.
God bless you and John… Like Simon X says, it’s almost Easter - a season of hope and joy! Nonetheless, don’t berate yourself if you continue to feel low…feelings don’t turn on and off like taps (or faucets, as you call them

). Give it to God and ask Him to help you. I know He continues to do so, for you, for John, and for all your family!!
Beannacht Dé ort (the blessing of God upon you),
Siobhán. x
P.S. I remember you in prayer too, erazo! You’re a strong woman from what I’ve read…keep going. May God bless you and your husband, and strengthen your love for one another, as individuals and as spouses.