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jamesneiman
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Cassie, this is an amazing turn of events! I will continue to pray for you and John.Thank you all for your continued prayers!
I have been away from the forum for awhile, but please know that you are all in my prayers!
First, John’s uncle, Kenneth passed away yesterday. He was a World War II vet and was a very loving man, please keep him and John’s family in your prayers.
Second, I had something happen to me last Friday and the only way I can describe it is the hand of God was truly at work. I was at work and my cell phone rang, it was John and he sounded upset. He told me that he had something happen to him and that he had something to tell me. He said earlier that day one of the equipment operators had missed his ride up the mountain to the equipment so he asked John if he would give him a lift. John agreed. John said this operator is 62, divorced and his last wife died not long ago. They talked about life and how sometimes how we don’t see everything. They also talked about forgiveness and not listening. John said by the time they got to where they needed to be, John was in tears. He said he realized that he carried alot of anger and frustration from the past 30 years and aimed a lot of it towards me. He told me he was truly sorry for that. He also told me in all the years we were married he never forgave me for the things I had done that he didn’t like, for which I apologized for. He told me that he forgave me and I started to cry. I was preparing myself to keep on living without John’s forgiveness, because that was something that had to come from him. John told me that it felt like a huge weight had been lifted off of him and he hadn’t felt that way in a long time. He told me he thought God was trying to get him attention, but he didn’t listen so he sent someone that God thought John would listen to and he did. Neither one of us know if we will get back together, but we do know that we have forgiven each other. John has asked if he has gone too far for me to take him back and I said no. I continue to pray for us and know that God has His own timetable and that I have to continue to let Him help the both of us. I also know that your continued prayers have been heard and know that all of you are in mine. May the Lord bless all of you!
Your sister in Christ,
Cassie
Praying the Most Holy Rosary of the Blessed Virgin Mary.
James
