I have read the Vatican II documents out of my desire to understand and obey the Church. When reading the document on liturgy** I notice** that most OF Masses in my experience do not resemble what I believe] it calls for.
[Square brackets are my addition]
Notice how many of those phrases are in the 1st person. Everything is about “me” and how “I understand”, but that has never been the Catholic way. In fact, the emphasis on the self come out of the Modern period (especially the philosophies of Descartes and Kant). In the Modern sense, everything becomes about how
I see the world.
But that’s not how our Faith works. The proper way to read a Church document like Vatican II is through the eyes of the Church, because the Church is the
sole authentic interpreter. And you learn about interpretation through external actions.
How do I know that is how you understand? Because that’s how Jesus taught us to understand. For example, the 3rd Commandment is “Remember the sabbath day, to keep it holy. Six days you shall labor, and do all your work; but the seventh day is a sabbath to the Lord your God; in it you shall not do any work”. If I were to read that you know what I would think? That the Pharisees in the Gospel have the right interpretation because it says that “You shall not do any work”. But Jesus, through his actions (healing, picking grain, etc) shows us that this is not the correct interpretation of that Commandment, even though you can’t really find a logical inconsistency in how the Pharisees interpreted it.
In the same way, it is through the actions of the Church that you understand what the teachings authentically mean. It is not for me to interpret, but only for me to watch what the Church does. I trust the Church to lead me to salvation because the Holy Spirit guides Her.