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And yet you say your faith is shaken and you have one foot out the door. You’ve stopped attending mass on the grounds of something that hasn’t happened but could?She has not yet done so. That is precisely the point of my saying in the post you reffered to and quoted earlier
That would be like one saying that he or she is divorcing his or her spouse on the grounds that he or she may commit adultrey some day.
Why not “could” instead of “will”?Notice I said “will be…”
Who in the know has said they doubt the truth claims of the Church?The highranking politics damaged my already weak faith and made me doubt that God was really guiding the church. As I explained in another thread, it couldnt have happened at a worse time for me. Yes, the scandal of realizing that those “in the know” do not seem to be themselves very convinced of the church’s claims weakened my faith.
My faith is strong because I see my own fragility, weakness and stupidity. It’s easy for me to say that I believe the Church is guided by the Holy Spirit and to consent to and understand that there are many mysteries of God which leads to a need for ongoing doctrinal development. If I didn’t believe those two things than I wouldn’t be Catholic in the first place: I would either be an atheist or a fundamentalist, claiming the Bible as a line-by-line literal passing down of God’s word with no need for translation, explanation or expounding upon by human beings.Perhaps you are very strong in your faith. You may be the “this is temporary and will pass” type I referred to earlier or even the “whatever the present hierarchs do or say is right even if it denies what was clearly taught yesterday and how dare you not shut your brain and swallow it even if you see a contradiction?” type or something else. It doesn’t really matter. If you are perfectly secure in your faith and place in the church them that is what really matters and I am very happy for you. But that is not something I or others like me can just borrow from you and others like you. Some of us are, yes, weak. When the most certain thing to us up until 5 seconds ago (the church) becomes all shakey and rumbling, that can and has really damaged our faith in it.
