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Asa_Ben_Judah
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Many years ago, actually almost 30, my beloved wife and I became members of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. Since then we have been blessed with three children and now three grandchildren, and another on the way.
All members of the family to whom I am father and patriarch are faithful active LDS except I have been living a secret lie for many years. ~ God has been calling me into his Holy Catholic Church and I am unable to sacrifice the happiness and joy of my wife and children’s faith in order to join the spiritual fellowship of the RCC! I know that my reception into the RCC would bring shock, dismay, disharmony and conflict to my family; and to all our friends, brothers and sisters in the church.
Such has been the depth of my deceit! Maybe I will never be able to enjoy full communion with the church.
The pain of my longing and isolation is I believe a consequence of my sin and is only eased through the assurance that God is Love and that in His own time he will enable me to respond to His call and receive redemption through the Blood of Jesus Christ and fellowship in the One True Holy and Catholic Church.
I ask for your prayers that I might find courage to confess and repent in order to follow God’s will soon, and that in doing so all those whom I love will be able to find/receive the charity to accept it.
All members of the family to whom I am father and patriarch are faithful active LDS except I have been living a secret lie for many years. ~ God has been calling me into his Holy Catholic Church and I am unable to sacrifice the happiness and joy of my wife and children’s faith in order to join the spiritual fellowship of the RCC! I know that my reception into the RCC would bring shock, dismay, disharmony and conflict to my family; and to all our friends, brothers and sisters in the church.
Such has been the depth of my deceit! Maybe I will never be able to enjoy full communion with the church.
The pain of my longing and isolation is I believe a consequence of my sin and is only eased through the assurance that God is Love and that in His own time he will enable me to respond to His call and receive redemption through the Blood of Jesus Christ and fellowship in the One True Holy and Catholic Church.
I ask for your prayers that I might find courage to confess and repent in order to follow God’s will soon, and that in doing so all those whom I love will be able to find/receive the charity to accept it.

