theMutant:
I’m sure that many others share my interest in knowing your reaction to the film as a Jew investigating Catholicism. There are few things that touch me so deeply that I am brought to tears. This movie was one of them. Another is the song called, The Gift. I can listen to it, but if I try to sing it – forget it. As soon as God speaks in the song I’m all choked up and tears just start streaming down my face! But I digress.
Well, it was a very interesting and moving experience. There were some things that I didn’t understand, and the priest explained these to me. As for the movie, it was the most beautiful and at the same time the ugliest movie I’ve ever seen.
The film depicted alot of Jews who wanted Jesus dead, including the high priest. This offended me at first, until the film depicted Jews who supported him, such as the Jewish woman who gave him water when he fell, only to be chased away by a Roman soldier. I appreciated the portrayal of a Jewish woman showing kindness towards Jesus, while a Gentile was not.
As far as the film being anti-Semitic: I thought at first that it might be, because of all the Jews in the film who were crying out for Jesus’ death. However, after the film started depicting Jews who loved Jesus and Romans who were torturing him and killing him, my opinion changed. I don’t think the film was anti-Semitic at all.
The potrayal of Mary, the mother of Jesus was beautiful and heartbreaking. (I also appreciate the fact that a Jewish actress played the part.) When Mary cried, I cried. Her pain seemed so real, I could hardly bear it. I also love the way she was portrayed. The fact that Mary Magdalene and the apostles called her “Mother” was moving.
The portrayal of Mary Magdalene was also brilliant. I loved the fact that this Jewish woman was being portrayed as a woman who genuinely loved Jesus, and not a Jew who wanted him killed. When she was crawling in the dirt during the flashback sequence, reasching out to Jesus who had forgiven her sins, (the priest explained it to me) I was crying so hard that we had to pause the DVD. That was, in my opinion, the most beautiful scene in the film. The love and devotion she showed at the cross was both heartrending and incredibly beautiful. I couldn’t believe the effect she had on me.
The flagellation, beating, and crucifixion was unbearable. The priest had to stop the film several times because I was crying so hard and needed to compose myself. I screamed out loud when they drove the nails into his hands. Even now, I’m choking back tears just thinking about it.
I’m becoming upset and starting to cry again, so I’m going to stop for now. I’ll post more later. Please pray for me.