You mean read the Holy Scripture or read the Catholic Church’s teaching on the Holy Scripture?
…it’s not that you are anti-Catholic… it’s that you are confused.
Jesus, a Jew, taught His disciples, all Jews, that He is God and they in turn, taught their first disciples, all Jews, that Jesus is God… as the Church (both Jews and Gentiles), founded by Christ Jesus, brought the Gospel of the Kingdom of Yahweh God to the world, the Church affirmed Jesus Divinity.
May the Holy Spirit frees me. If He doesn’t, what does it imply? God is powerless?
Again, you are confused. The Holy Spirit is that Power of God that executes His Will. There is no separation between the Holy Trinity: One God (Yahweh) is not a lesser God than One God (Yeshua) than One God (the Holy Spirit).
May the Holy Spirit free you as in:
***7 But I tell you the truth: it is expedient to you that I go. For if I go not, the Paraclete will not come to you: but if I go, I will send him to you. 8 And when he is come, he will convince the world of sin and of justice and of judgment. 9 Of sin: because they believed not in me. 10 And of justice: because I go to the Father: and you shall see me no longer. 11 And of judgment: because the prince of this world is already judged. ***(St. John 16:7-11–DRV)
Maran atha!
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