J
Joysong
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Dear Dave,
And, that “my face be truly hidden, that no one on earth would know me. I thirsted after suffering and I longed to be forgotten.”
She hid herself so well that no one was able to learn which foods were her favorites and which she disliked, for she never showed any preference. Hiddenness was her whole character, and I see no reason, therefore, why she would reveal the Lord’s favors, even if she did receive them. I suspect she was “light on,” but hid it! What do you think?
Since we know that she received the mystical gift similar to St. Teresa’s transverberation, it is so unlikely in my opinion, that this was granted without any other preliminary mystical graces. I’m not referring to *phenomena *here, but the gifts of prayer granted to the spirit.
Why? Because God is a God of order, as expressed by Jesus in the scriptures. “First the blade, then the ear, then the full grain in the ear.” To suddenly experience the full grain, when one has merely produced the blade, does not speak to me of God’s ways.
In the prelude to Interior Castle, St. Teresa expressed her difficulty in beginning the work that obedience imposed upon her, and said in several ways that it was her book to explain the ways of prayer. The *phenomena *were described only as possible accompanying gifts that “some” might encounter when they arrive at the sixth mansion. In the entire book, she proceeds in orderly fashion to describe the process from “blade to full grain,” under the beautiful image which God gave her of the castle. In the first room, the poor blade has not even sprung yet.![Frowning face with open mouth :frowning: 😦](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f626.png)
As she explains how one travels from the outer courts to the inner chamber where the King dwells - I discern that one just does not come from the courtyard to the center without preparatory stages of advancement. I believe that was her intent in writing. Alison is ‘right on’ with respect to those who are overly anxious about where they are and try to put themselves in one of the rooms. I guess that is a part of our human curiosity that needs some mortification. It isn’t always a bad thing, though, for what we read may be very useful later on as memory recalls certain phrases that are quite instructive.
I have a hard time realizing how the person reading this work would be confused, since the phenomena are not even mentioned until much later on. What I saw as difficult was understanding the language of the prayer experience itself, until I was able, for instance, to combine her words about the “prayer of quiet” from Way of Perfection, her Life, and the Castle, to get a more complete grasp of it.
Incidentally, it is very refreshing and personal to learn everyone’s real name here. I feel very bonded with you beautiful people!
God’s peace and joy be with you,
Carole
You are quite intuitive, dear friend, and my own intuitive spirit would bet the farm that she experienced many of the contemplative graces described in the mansions. Over and over, we discover in her writings that, “I have desired to be without beauty, to tread the winepress alone, unknown to every creature.”So perhaps there really is a “light on” aspect to Therese afterall. I wonder if it all comes down to what God intended for each of these individuals to write . . . for our benefit. I don’t get the sense that Therese was meant to write about mystical states and stages . . . but that doesn’t necessarily mean she didn’t live it the way St. Teresa and St. John describe. Or does it??
And, that “my face be truly hidden, that no one on earth would know me. I thirsted after suffering and I longed to be forgotten.”
She hid herself so well that no one was able to learn which foods were her favorites and which she disliked, for she never showed any preference. Hiddenness was her whole character, and I see no reason, therefore, why she would reveal the Lord’s favors, even if she did receive them. I suspect she was “light on,” but hid it! What do you think?
Since we know that she received the mystical gift similar to St. Teresa’s transverberation, it is so unlikely in my opinion, that this was granted without any other preliminary mystical graces. I’m not referring to *phenomena *here, but the gifts of prayer granted to the spirit.
Why? Because God is a God of order, as expressed by Jesus in the scriptures. “First the blade, then the ear, then the full grain in the ear.” To suddenly experience the full grain, when one has merely produced the blade, does not speak to me of God’s ways.
In the prelude to Interior Castle, St. Teresa expressed her difficulty in beginning the work that obedience imposed upon her, and said in several ways that it was her book to explain the ways of prayer. The *phenomena *were described only as possible accompanying gifts that “some” might encounter when they arrive at the sixth mansion. In the entire book, she proceeds in orderly fashion to describe the process from “blade to full grain,” under the beautiful image which God gave her of the castle. In the first room, the poor blade has not even sprung yet.
![Frowning face with open mouth :frowning: 😦](https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f626.png)
As she explains how one travels from the outer courts to the inner chamber where the King dwells - I discern that one just does not come from the courtyard to the center without preparatory stages of advancement. I believe that was her intent in writing. Alison is ‘right on’ with respect to those who are overly anxious about where they are and try to put themselves in one of the rooms. I guess that is a part of our human curiosity that needs some mortification. It isn’t always a bad thing, though, for what we read may be very useful later on as memory recalls certain phrases that are quite instructive.
I have a hard time realizing how the person reading this work would be confused, since the phenomena are not even mentioned until much later on. What I saw as difficult was understanding the language of the prayer experience itself, until I was able, for instance, to combine her words about the “prayer of quiet” from Way of Perfection, her Life, and the Castle, to get a more complete grasp of it.
Incidentally, it is very refreshing and personal to learn everyone’s real name here. I feel very bonded with you beautiful people!
God’s peace and joy be with you,
Carole