I just wanted to share a bit with you as to how and when I received the gift of tongues…and maybe it will help you to understand this gift in a different light.
I was about to attend my first “Life in the Spirit Seminar” (also known as “LSS”) when I was told about the Baptism in the Holy Spirit that was done at the 5th part. My spiritual guide, a woman with very many and powerful gifts, said that when she was led to her Baptism in the Holy Spirit – she didn’t ask for any gifts. She didn’t even want them, per se. She only asked God to fill her with Jesus! “If I have Jesus,” she thought, “I’ll have everything that goes along with Jesus. Jesus will be enough.”
So, I decided that that is what I would ask for in my Baptism in the Holy Spirit…I would just ask for Jesus to fill me with Himself…nothing more.
It was about 1 week later when I received my first gift…Word of Knowledge…and that was followed up in a few weeks with …Gift of Prophesy. Over the next several years at least two other gifts were manifested, as well. …but still no “Gift of Prayer Tongues”.
Then, one evening at a charismatic prayer meeting (about 4 years after my Baptism in the Holy Spirit) I was praising God with the others – but I was using English words, while they were praising Him in tongues…when, all of a sudden, my prayer changed to ‘tongues’. Later, I asked my spiritual guide if I had received the gift of tongues? …and she told me that 4 people had received gifts that night, and I was 1 of them.
The next day, on my 30 minute drive to work, I thought it would be nice to praise God in the car. So, I thought I would give this gift of tongues a try-out! I started praising God in tongues…and eventually, as the miles flew by, God changed my prayer tongues 9 times – 9 different languages (none of which I could understand)!
Well, by the time 20 minutes passed I was tired of ‘not understanding’ what I was saying, so I decided to try praising God in English. IT SOUNDED LIKE I WAS SPEAKING INTO A TIN CAN…weak and empty!
Enough of that! I went back to praising God in tongues for the last 5 minutes of the drive.
At the next prayer meeting I asked my spiritual guide about it…“Why did it sound so weak and tinny and empty when I switched over to English during my drive to work?” She asked me what I was praying in English. I told her…“I love You Lord!”…“I praise You Lord!”…“You are my Lord, my God, my All!”…“I praise and thank You Lord.”…stuff like that. Then, she explained to me that my English prayer was full of “I”…but in the gift of prayer tongues there is no “I”. That is why it is so pure…so much more filled with humility than prayer in my normal speaking language.
In English…“I praise You Lord!”…might be something like…“May You be praised forever!”…in the gift of tongues. The ego, the “I”, is completely out of it. There is only God.
So, I did not receive this gift because I asked for it - exactly. I only asked for Jesus to fill me with Himself. This gift of tongues did not come right away (as so many of the misguided “experts” tell you to ask for at your Baptism in the Holy Spirit")…but it came to me 4 years later…at a time pleasing to God.
In a few days I was being taught how to pray over a person (with others, of course – ALWAYS with others!) using the gift of tongues. God was starting to show me how powerful a gift this truly is…and, I’m ashamed to say, I was like a runaway horse with the things that He was showing me through the use of this gift…telling everybody EVERYTHING that I ‘saw’. I quickly learned “what to reveal”, and “what NOT to reveal” – and to ask His permission beforehand.
I hope that this is helpful to some of you…in you’re understanding this beautiful gift a little better.
God bless you all!
John