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:harp: Harp on, my friend.
Well, be careful what you wish for:harp: Harp on, my friend.
Dear brother Dave,Well, be careful what you wish for
Here’s an example how the term annihilate can take on different meanings depending on the context …
An individual practicing acquired contemplation (the theme of this thread) can be said to annihilate their memory when they actively strive to let go, forget, empty or void their thoughts when at prayer. Their spirit moves them to simply “be” with the Lord in loving attentiveness … nothing more is needed or desired. This is how St. John might use the term annihilate in a work like The Ascent of Mount Carmel.
An individual momentarily placed into a state of infused contemplation, on the other hand, makes no attempt to annihilate their memory for the Lord Himself does this. At such times, the individual becomes forgetful of all things through no work or effort of his own … it is a pure gift. These individuals may even be placed into a state resembling sleep where conscious awareness is temporarily suspended altogether. This annihilation of memory is much deeper and more profound than what the person could ever possibly attain on their own in the loving attentiveness of acquired contemplation. It is nothing less than the loving inflow of God who infuses the soul in the depths of this emptiness - our deepest center - with the grace and virtue required to endure great trials.
“…The ground on which I have been proceeding has been altered before me. My intelligence has been astonished by the marvel which You provoke and henceforth I know myself as not existing…My soul from then on was remaining as if in annihilation but without passing away. Friends were blotted out of my heart, unloved as enemies from of old. When I became weak, for a time He left me like this, amazed at Him and what is His. From that time I was existing without mind as non-existing, without perception, without vision, and without hearing, but in amazement and great stillness. There is no movement or knowledge there since in the experienced one knowledge has forgotten itself and even how to know…[The soul] is supremely illumined again and penetrates into the holy and greatly resplendent light. It gets absorbed in the glory of vision and is amazed. [Then] everything is lifted from its sight as being non-existent, and [the soul] forgets itself, being united to the light of the glory of the Majesty. It is captivated by its beauty and sees the glorious Hypostases [of the Trinity] through knowledge, that is, through unknowing, which is higher than all knowledge and all those who know…”
This is where the Sufi concept of fana (self-annihilation) first made its appearance, in the work of a Christian monk describing his contemplative experience of “imageless prayer”. There are plenty of similar experiences recorded by other Nestorian saints and monastics I will quote some later on, time allowing.- Saint John of Dalyatha (8th century), Letter 4,16; Discourse 8
When God works in the soul, we are unaware, for if we knew, there would be a danger of becoming puffed up with the knowledge and using it for ego-centered purposes.As James Finley would say, “It was before they knew better.”) Throughout The Cloud, the author offers practices to quiet the mind, breaking our attachments to our thoughts and senses, so we can experience our “naked being,” the core of our own self and of God. Finley reminds us that “We can’t make [union with God] happen, but we can actively choose to be as vulnerable as possible to opening ourself to what we can’t make happen.”
She describes this experience a slightly different way here …There is no need here to use any technique to suspend the mind since all the faculties are asleep in this state - and truly asleep - to the things of the world and to ourselves. As a matter of fact, during the time that the union lasts (which is brief) the soul is left as though without its senses, for it has no power to think even if it wants to. In loving, if it does love, it doesn’t understand how or what it is it loves or what it would want. In sum, it is like one who in every respect has died to the world so as to live more completely in God. Thus the death is a delightful one, an uprooting from the soul of all the operations it can have while being in the body. The death is a delightful one because in truth it seems that in order to dwell more perfectly in God the soul is so separated from the body that I don’t even know if it has life enough to breathe.
IMO, the comparison to sleep is very appropriate … for it provides a rudimentary way to communicate the experience of infused prayer to those who have not yet tasted it.When there is union of all the faculties, things are very different (from all other types of prayer) because none of them is able to function. The intellect is as though in awe; the will loves more than it understands, but it doesn’t understand in a describable way whether it loves or what it does; there is no memory at all, in my opinion, nor thought; nor even during that time are the senses awake, but they are as though lost, that the soul might be more occupied in what it enjoys.
THE CULMINATION OF ST. TERESA’S TEACHING
St. Teresa’s teaching on infused prayer reached its pinnacle in “The Interior Castle;” a treatise on “the kingdom of God is within.” She teaches that our soul is like a castle containing many rooms and Christ is to be found in the innermost chamber. Her depictions of prayer states neatly fit this analogy … we move from room to room until we find Christ in true union.
The following illustration was inspired by Susan Muto’s “Where Lovers Meet.” It’s not meant to be a comprehensive description of the mansions; rather an illustration of one just aspect of it. Specifically, how Teresa’s prayer states flow from one another and how the prayer of the higher mansions is simply deeper experience of what came before.
When the soul prays with vocal prayers we are said to be in the first mansion. When we work our minds and hearts discursively, as in lectio or meditating on the mysteries of the rosary, we have moved to the second.
With time and grace we move beyond set prayer for a more continuous recollection in the manner of Francisco de Osuna (who’s work Spiritual Alphabet taught her about acquire contemplation) and we find ourselves talking to God in the silence of our hearts in all we do. We have entered the third mansion. Our cup being continually full, we have done what we can to prepare ourselves for the infused graces St. Teresa shows. Thus, at some point during prayer the individual might begin to feel the inner call to contemplation. The soul no longer feels any desire to ponder on the Lord, His mysteries and so on. He feels drawn to let it go … to simply “be” … to rest in His presence as the Cure of Ars says … “I look at Him while He looks at me.” This is the recollection of Osuna giving way to that of Teresa. Our activity may be greater or lesser, affective or simplified … depending on how God can best work in the soul.
Perhaps this stillness deepens. The senses “notice a gentle drawing inward like a hedgehog curling up or a turtle drawing into its shell" (Interior Castle, IV). This is recollection moving from the active to passive and becoming the prayer of quiet. We’re now entering the fourth mansion. Here our will is completely captivated by our Lord but not in a way that is considered or analyzed. We’re not thinking “I love Him because … or for this or that reason.” We simply love in a silent, non-conceptual way. All the while our intellect and memory might roam free like so many “wild horses.” But we have no desire to pay attention to them … we let them go. To latch on is to resist the grace being given … to bring passive prayer back to active ways. This is what St. John warns against.
Perhaps this inner silence deepens even further. Distractions cease entirely and intellect, will and memory are all completely stilled by God. This is the “pure” contemplation of the prayer of union which is no longer human but entirely supernatural. We’re brought to the “sleep of the faculties” … the silent wonder and awe of the fifth mansion where the Lord is tasted in an experiential way.
This deepening silence falls in the “ordinary way” … the path of contemplation that’s a possibility to all. For some, though, the “extraordinary way” beckons … where the profound silence of the prayer of union becomes the environment where imaginative visions and locutions are inwardly experienced. The soul has now entered the sixth mansion. This phenomena, though, is really just a spiritual type of imperfection that ultimately needs to be purged. And so we also find St. Teresa’s version of the Dark Night in this mansion where all remaining imperfections are purified.
DaveThese trials lead to the seventh mansion where the soul finds itself gloriously transformed into a likeness in love with Christ. Here the soul still continues to pray as before … only in a more mature way. If praying vocally or discursively, the soul is quick to hear and answer the Master’s call to infused contemplation. And its prayer never ceases; the recollection of Osuna no longer being a struggle but has become internalized to the point of being second nature … as easy and effortless as breathing.
As long as you love God with your entire heart, mind and soul and your neighbor as yourself, you will not end up in hell.Thank you both Dave and Jim. I will try to keep that in mind. It’s just that I’m very very unsure of my own salvation, and tend to think I’ll end up in hell no matter what I do.
I look at people who can achieve those upper levels of prayer as people who are bound for heaven no matter what. I wish I was one of those, but I’m not. I seldom feel any love for God, and I virtually never feel any love for me on His part. Again, I wish that was not the case, but it’s just the way things are for me.
I agree. God wills that all persons be saved (1 Timothy 2:4). So, you have God on your side and there is nothing that can separate you from His love (see Romans 8:37-39). Only YOU can decide to turn away from Him. No one inadvertently ends up in hell. One must deliberately and knowingly choose to do a grave evil to lose the grace of God.As long as you love God with your entire heart, mind and soul and your neighbor as yourself, you will not end up in hell.
The joy of Jesus Christ is knowing we are saved.
Jim
In respect to the first commandment, I think most of us fail here, although varying in degree. It’s a commandment worthy of much reflection.As long as you love God with your entire heart, mind and soul and your neighbor as yourself, you will not end up in hell.
The joy of Jesus Christ is knowing we are saved.
Jim
Do we fail, or is our love for God proportional to the level he reveals Himself to us ?In respect to the first commandment, I think most of us fail here, although varying in degree. It’s a commandment worthy of much reflection.
Given the face value of the first commandment, I feel I’m failing God and I always confess it as sin. Love may change qualitatively as God reveals more to us, but our worship of God should always be 100% in effort.Do we fail, or is our love for God proportional to the level he reveals Himself to us ?
Jim
And is the level he reveals himself proportional to our paying attention (i.e., listening)?Do we fail, or is our love for God proportional to the level he reveals Himself to us ?
Jim
I think we first have to be open to God.And is the level he reveals himself proportional to our paying attention (i.e., listening)?
There is plenty of room for mystery. And we all are so different, introvert/extrovert, active /contemplative. All doing the best we can? In spite of our long entrenched habits.I think we first have to be open to God.
But why God reveals Himself to a person and not to another, or perhaps he does but they don’t hear, is a mystery.
Perhaps in the end, a person is judged according to the proportion God revealed himself to the individual ?
I don’t know, just thinking out loud.
Jim
Yup, which is why our transformation takes divine grace and we’re most often not aware it’s happening.There is plenty of room for mystery. And we all are so different, introvert/extrovert, active /contemplative. All doing the best we can? In spite of our long entrenched habits.
I was reading St. Faustina’s Diary last evening, and really took in deeply her words about God choosing certain souls.I think we first have to be open to God.
But why God reveals Himself to a person and not to another, or perhaps he does but they don’t hear, is a mystery.
Perhaps in the end, a person is judged according to the proportion God revealed himself to the individual ?
Jim
This may be what underlied St. Paul’s words about working out his salvation in fear and trembling, for he, too, knew how much he had received from God.1556 When I had gone to the chapel for a moment, the Lord gave me to know that, among His chosen ones, there are some who are especially chosen, and whom He calls to a higher form of holiness, to exceptional union with Him. There are seraphic souls, from whom God demands greater love than He does from others. Although all live in the same convent, yet He sometimes demands of a particular soul a greater degree of love. Such a soul understands this call, because God makes this known to it interiorly, but the soul may either follow this call or not. It depends on the soul itself whether it is faithful to these touches of the Holy Spirit, or whether it resists them.