Sudden Death of Moe's 13 Year Old Daughter - Part II

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Nordar said:
Hi Moe,
The virtual memorial is so beautifull, was jsut thinking of you, although I still pray for you all every morning at Mass. Sorry about your cat, how are you? how is Amanda? you said she was having a rough time after the cat died. Sorry to hear that I hope she is feeling better.
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**Hi NORDAR:

Thanks, I havent’ worked on it much these past few months. I don’t know why - I guess time has a way of getting past you doesn’t it.

I can’t believe that it is almost 20 months since I last hugged my baby girl. I have dreamt of her a few times - and it was glorious. For a few moments, life was good and the pain was gone. Until of course I wake up and realize it was a dream. But thank God for the few bits and pieces of PEACE.

I am ok (not) … but I am trying. One day closer to my McKayla. Amanda appears to be doing great … straight A’s in HS, loving her horses, happy all the time (wish I could capture some of that) … of course I am in better spirits around Amanda for her sake, but deep inside there is just such a void.

Amanda is our salvation though … she is such a special girl. I just thank God for her … can’t imagine going through this hell without another child.

Billy’s death was so sad … it was the last of the animals that KK and Amanda had a connection with. I think that Amanda is happy that KK has Billy.

She is still in our room though - we need to work on that - after the Holidays - we will be redoing her bedroom … must be so hard for her.

PLEASE KEEP UP THE PRAYERS CAF, FOR ALL OF US 😦 XOXOXO**
 
MGEISING said:
**Thanks so much my friend. Keep us closer in prayer if you would as we struggle through yet another holiday season without her.

Greg and I are going to make an effort this year, for Amanda’s sake. I know KK would want us to decorate - she loved Christmas so much.

I am also encouraging Amanda to decorate the barn for her horses. I think she is excited about it.

Hugs and kisses,

Moe**
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I think decorating sounds nice. I hope it’ll be a way to remember the joys of Christmases past, and to bring you closer to our Lord Jesus.

Sounds like Amanda is doing well, and that’s great.

Whenever I go into labor (hopefully soon, I’m so sick and tired of being sick and tired!) I’ll offer my pains up for your family.

:hug1: :crossrc:
 
Belle10 said:
I think decorating sounds nice. I hope it’ll be a way to remember the joys of Christmases past, and to bring you closer to our Lord Jesus.

Sounds like Amanda is doing well, and that’s great.

Whenever I go into labor (hopefully soon, I’m so sick and tired of being sick and tired!) I’ll offer my pains up for your family.

:hug1: :crossrc:
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**Oh Belle 10 … thank you - when is your due date. Are you doing it naturally?

Thanks so much.

Hugs!**
 
MGEISING said:
**Hi NORDAR:

Thanks, I havent’ worked on it much these past few months. I don’t know why - I guess time has a way of getting past you doesn’t it.

I can’t believe that it is almost 20 months since I last hugged my baby girl. I have dreamt of her a few times - and it was glorious. For a few moments, life was good and the pain was gone. Until of course I wake up and realize it was a dream. But thank God for the few bits and pieces of PEACE.

I am ok (not) … but I am trying. One day closer to my McKayla. Amanda appears to be doing great … straight A’s in HS, loving her horses, happy all the time (wish I could capture some of that) … of course I am in better spirits around Amanda for her sake, but deep inside there is just such a void.

Amanda is our salvation though … she is such a special girl. I just thank God for her … can’t imagine going through this hell without another child.

Billy’s death was so sad … it was the last of the animals that KK and Amanda had a connection with. I think that Amanda is happy that KK has Billy.

She is still in our room though - we need to work on that - after the Holidays - we will be redoing her bedroom … must be so hard for her.

PLEASE KEEP UP THE PRAYERS CAF, FOR ALL OF US 😦 XOXOXO**
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I know that this time of year is very difficult for all of you, you know you will be in my prayers. I am happy that Amanda is doing so well and that she is such a comfort to you.
The decorating sounds like fun, the death of any animal that is loved by a family is sad, but I can understand how much Billy’s death hurt since he was a link to KK.
Take care Moe .
You are always in my thoughts.
 
MGEISING said:
**Oh Belle 10 … thank you - when is your due date. Are you doing it naturally?

Thanks so much.

Hugs!**
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I’m due Dec. 4, but our DD arrived at 36 1/2 weeks, and I’m 36 weeks now, so you never know… (and I’m definitely ready for this little guy to make his appearance, as long as he’s healthy!)

I’ll deliver in a hospital and will try to do it without an epidural, but if I want one I’ll get one. That was my approach with DD and it worked out well – made it to 6 cm and then got the epidural, which made the rest of the experience awesome! I’m hoping it goes similarly this time. 😃
 
Belle10 said:
I’m due Dec. 4, but our DD arrived at 36 1/2 weeks, and I’m 36 weeks now, so you never know… (and I’m definitely ready for this little guy to make his appearance, as long as he’s healthy!)

I’ll deliver in a hospital and will try to do it without an epidural, but if I want one I’ll get one. That was my approach with DD and it worked out well – made it to 6 cm and then got the epidural, which made the rest of the experience awesome! I’m hoping it goes similarly this time. 😃
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I shall be praying… Amanda came 5 1/2 weeks early and KK was one day late … blessings,
 
Moe,

Continuing in prayer for you and your family! I will also pray that the holidays are better for you this year. One day, you shall all be reunited!

Love,
Judi
 
mom4truth said:
Moe,

Continuing in prayer for you and your family! I will also pray that the holidays are better for you this year. One day, you shall all be reunited!

Love,
Judi
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**Thanks Judi … it is so hard without her with us … so very hard and prayers are welcomed with open arms.

Merry Christmas and I hope your advent brings you closer to our Savior! Hugs**
 
Dacinom said:
Hello Moe,

Hi my friend:

I just visited your sweet daughter’s site again. It was wonderful to see the photos of her beautiful face again. Thank you for keeping that site active it is so wonderful that you are sharing her with us.

**It is my therapy - although I haven’t been adding much of late - but that will change. I will be using a lot of her website in my book I am writing. I thought I would start and end chapters with the beautiful quotes that friends / familes / and strangers comforted us with during these past 20 months …

It truly, along with the prayers … I can’t even imagine how we would be if not for everyone! God is good - I am still upset with him thoug :(/SIZE]**

Keeping your family in my prayers as always, and additional ones for the upcoming Holiday season. I wish I had more to offer you. Please take care as best as you can.

**You are truly a blessing … thank you and Merry Christmas … may this time bring us all closer to God …one Holiday Season closer to KK

Hugs!**
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Moe,

How are you doing? I emailed you a while ago, but I’m not sure if I heard back from you? Give me an email if you get a moment, I want to really know how you are.

As always you are in my most deep prayers, and thoughts.

Vester
 
Moe,

I’m really praying that this Christmas season will be a more joyful one for you and your family. I can’t imagine how tough it must be. I’m so sorry. I’m having a lot of health problems, so, if you would be kind enough to drop a prayer in with the Lord I’d sure appreciate it. Also, as you know, you are ALWAYS in my thoughts and prayers. Take care, Moe. I hurt along with you.

Love,
Judi
 
Hi Moe,

My deepest sympathy. I’ll be praying for you and your family.
My God give you the strenght and serenity that you need during this difficult times.

May God bless you and your family always

hugs,:gopray2:

faithandhope
 
vester44 said:
Moe,

How are you doing?

**Another day closer to KK my friend. Life is truly so sad … yet, we are finding more moments of peace … if a little at a time …

I have dreamt of KK a few times and for a moment … all was right with the world and my pain was no more … until I woke up!**

I emailed you a while ago, but I’m not sure if I heard back from you? Give me an email if you get a moment, I want to really know how you are.

I am sure I emaield you back … but I shall email you again my friend - let me know how you are as well … there is more than my pain in the world. We are all broken aren’t we …

As always you are in my most deep prayers, and thoughts.

Thank you so much - it is prayers, truly, that keep us putting one foot in front of the other

Vester
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**Hugs and Merry Christmas! **
 
mom4truth said:
Moe,

Hi mom4truth:

I’m really praying that this Christmas season will be a more joyful one for you and your family.

**Greg and I will do our best this year. I todl him before KK his mantra was make memories, make memories, make memories … and we still have our beautiful Amanda we need to think about … she deserves some resemblence of a Christmas … it will be hard - but both Greg and I vowed to try for her sake.

We will get a tree this year – and I am getting a small one too to put on KK’s Bow Window Memorial … I will put Angel Ornaments on it and beautiful lights … My friend A from CA sent me the most beautiful Angel … she thought it looked like KK … it has been in a box for a year now … now it is time to bring it out and honor my beautiful baby girl.**

I can’t imagine how tough it must be. I’m so sorry.

It Su@@s

I’m having a lot of health problems, so, if you would be kind enough to drop a prayer in with the Lord I’d sure appreciate it.

Absolutely - I shall offer my Mass for you on Sunday my friend … it is the least I can do.

Also, as you know, you are ALWAYS in my thoughts and prayers. Take care, Moe. I hurt along with you.

**I know you do Judi — you truly are amazingly compassionate.

KK’s teachers are bring dinner next week … they know how hard this month is with Christmas and KK’s birthday Dec 20. Prayers are desperately needed.

Remembering you always,

Love Moe**

Love,
Judi
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faithandhope said:
Hi Moe,

My deepest sympathy. I’ll be praying for you and your family.
My God give you the strenght and serenity that you need during this difficult times.

May God bless you and your family always

**Thank you so much faithandhope … I appreciate you reaching out to us … it is welcomed and I thank you … prayers are the only thing anyone can do to help us …

Merry Christmas … Peace**

hugs,:gopray2:

faithandhope
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I am very sorry for this great loss! I couldn’t even begin to understand the pain and suffering of losing a child! I am deeply sorry! May God bless you and your family, and may He help you through this difficult time.

God bless you and your family are in my prayers!!! May God bless that beautiful little Angel he took to heaven…
 
Keeping you all in prayer, Moe. You hang in there! I’m sure it sometimes it kind of feels like God put your life on some sort of auto-pilot and He’s not paying attention to what’s happened but He’s going to love you through this life and He cares, Moe.
“Blessed be the Lord who daily bears our burdens.” Psalms 68:19
 
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