Sudden Death of Moe's 13 Year Old Daughter - Part II

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catholic79 said:
Moe,

I will not have access to a computer for the next few days and I wanted you to know that I will be thinking and praying for you always but especially over Christmas.

**Thanks catholic79. I had access to my computer and read - but didn’t have the strength to write anything. I will be writing my Christmas Reflection and posting it sometime before next weekend.

It was worse than anticipated … but everyday is so sad without her :(**

I have been a mess myself this morning thinking about it and it has been 5 years for us.

Oh I am sorry for your loss as well … isn’t it so painful … I can’t even describe the pain … because no words would paint a real picture.

I have no words of comfort for Christmas only prayers.

**You too myfriend … God’s Peace and Love,

Love Moe**

Take care of yourself,

Mary
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Nordar said:
Moe,
Just want you to know that you all will be in my prayers this Christmas, I will definately be praying for you all at Midnight Mass!
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**Thanks my friend for it is the prayers that sustain us - I truly believe that.

Hoping you had a glorious Christmas my dear CAF friend.

Love Moe**
 
mom4truth said:
Dearest Moe,
There are no words to say right now to you to explain how I feel towards you… it is such a difficult time for you…I will offer my Christmas Mass for you and your family…keep plugging away, Moe. May God’s peace find its way in your heart. I am always thinking and praying for you. Much love!
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**And it is because of your faithful prayer that we made it through the most horrendous week since Mar 19.

All days are horrible without her though.

How are you feeling my friend? Any relief?

Love you,

Moe**
 
vester444 said:
Moe,

First off, I didnt send you the thing I wanted to send you in time for Christmas, so my most sincere apologies. Please forgive me.

Oh my word, there is nothing to forgive my friend. Please don’t even think another thought about it.

Next, please know that you were in my most fervent prayers this Christmas. We included you in our prayers on Christmas Eve during our family prayer. We prayed for you and for your daughter and for the peace that only God can give. I hope that God answers all of these prayers and gives you a bit of peace.

Thank you so much and I am humbled by the generousity of prayers during this most holy time and having your family share in those prayers. Thank you so much … truly I mean that from the bottom of my heart.

Just wanted you to know that you are in our thoughts and prayers.

**I hope you had a blessed Christmas Vester … and again - thank you for your continued support and prayers … they are our life-savers!

Loving you from NH … Moe**

Love,
Vester
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**MIDNIGHT MASS AT ST.
PATRICKS CHURCH, MILFORD NH

I just had to share this will my friend at CAF.

Greg, Amanda and I went to Mid-Night Mass at our parish in Milford. As we were driving over to church, I prayed that McKayla would give me some sign that she was OK. Of course I believe she is - but me being a Doubting Thomas - I needed something to give me Peace that night - for my heart and head were not experiecing peace at all - just overwhelming grief.

Well - we got to Mass for 11:30 and the choir was caroling from 11:30 until the start of Mass.

As I pulled out my hymnal to begin singing the first song, I noticed something sticking out of the book. When I pulled it out my eyes began to cloud over with tears … it was McKayla’s Program that I had written for her funeral. And it was crispy clean … looked like it had just been printed. I cried and cried.

I believe that was a sign. You have to understand her funeral was 9 months ago … and there are 5 masses a weekend … what are the chances? It truly gave me a peaceful feeling - if but for a few moments.

Just wanted to share that with you.

Also - her graduating class of 2006 purchased a bench for McKayla’s Place - so there would be a seat for praying and reflecting while visiting her. Check it out?

mckaylageisinger.virtual-memorials.com/main.php?action=view&mem_id=8668&page_no=8**

The front of the bench says - Twas Heaven Here With You, McKayla W. Geisinger - I have to get a picture of the front.

The wreath on the stand was from KK’s favorite teacher, Mrs. Quinlan … from 1st Grade. KK emailed her every week for years … she adored her.

Continue to keep us in prayer my friends. And I love each and everyone of you - even the ones who just pop in every now and then and don’t post …

Loving you,

Moe, McKayla’s Mom!
 
maggieodae said:
Thanks Moe. Today is/would have been Christopher’s 23rd Birthday. 😦 Offering our sorrow up for you and your family this first holiday season without your baby. :hug1:
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**my tears are for you right now my friend. Our lives will never feel complete again - will they? Why is it that we have to be given this sentence? Guess we won’t know until we ourselves have been re-united right.

Today I woke up (like I do so many days) and said - God I can’t continue … you have to relieve me of this pain … and yet - I pulled myself out of bed and so here I am - writing to my friends who have been so wonderful praying us out of this horrible nightmare.

Happy Birthday Christopher - bring peace to your family who misses you so very much. Perhaps you know my beautiful McKayla … she is the most beautiful child there - that I know … she is probably playing the piano.

Peace my friend and may His Angels carry you today as your sorrow brings you down.

Loving you,

Moe**
 
MGEISING said:
**MIDNIGHT MASS AT ST.
PATRICKS CHURCH, MILFORD NH

I just had to share this will my friend at CAF.

As I pulled out my hymnal to begin singing the first song, I noticed something sticking out of the book. When I pulled it out my eyes began to cloud over with tears … it was McKayla’s Program that I had written for her funeral. And it was crispy clean … looked like it had just been printed. I cried and cried.

I believe that was a sign.
Loving you,

Moe, McKayla’s Mom!**
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Awesome, I agree it was sent from heaven. No doubt in my mind at all…God sent you a sign and a Hug from McKayla as a special gift.

The Bench is beautiful!

December is a hard month for us. My brothers BD is the 9th, he died when he was 23. My husband died on the 13th, Chris’s BD would have been today. It is all so overwhelming but God does care. He sent me roses blooming on my mini-rose bush that my husband gave me for mothers day before he died the following Dec. Roses blooming on Dec 13th in the middle of an ice storm.🙂

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MGEISING said:
**As I pulled out my hymnal to begin singing the first song, I noticed something sticking out of the book. When I pulled it out my eyes began to cloud over with tears … it was McKayla’s Program that I had written for her funeral. And it was crispy clean … looked like it had just been printed. I cried and cried. **

I believe that was a sign. You have to understand her funeral was 9 months ago … and there are 5 masses a weekend … what are the chances? It truly gave me a peaceful feeling - if but for a few moments.
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maggieodae said:
December is a hard month for us. My brothers BD is the 9th, he died when he was 23. My husband died on the 13th, Chris’s BD would have been today. It is all so overwhelming but God does care. He sent me roses blooming on my mini-rose bush that my husband gave me for mothers day before he died the following Dec. Roses blooming on Dec 13th in the middle of an ice storm.🙂

http://i4.photobucket.com/albums/y124/Marie1964/Dec13thFlowersinthesnow.jpg
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Wow, I am so glad Heaven sent you both a little sign of comfort. I’m just amazed!
 
MGEISING said:
**Hi Mary:

It was - absolutely beautiful.

Been missing in action - just totally spent 😦 … thanks for the prayers and may His Angels continue to be with you as well.

How are things with you my friend?

Love Moe**
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Moe things were really hard on the 22nd I don’t really understand why the 22nd I was so hard other then I was home alone, but it was even worse then Christmas, but things have gotten better with each day we get away from Christmas.

Plus on the 23rd DH and I heard from a friend of ours in the Army in Iraq, we hadn’t heard from him in over a year so that was truly wonderful Christmas Surprise.
 
MGEISING said:
**MIDNIGHT MASS AT ST.
PATRICKS CHURCH, MILFORD NH

I just had to share this will my friend at CAF.

Greg, Amanda and I went to Mid-Night Mass at our parish in Milford. As we were driving over to church, I prayed that McKayla would give me some sign that she was OK. Of course I believe she is - but me being a Doubting Thomas - I needed something to give me Peace that night - for my heart and head were not experiecing peace at all - just overwhelming grief.

Well - we got to Mass for 11:30 and the choir was caroling from 11:30 until the start of Mass.

As I pulled out my hymnal to begin singing the first song, I noticed something sticking out of the book. When I pulled it out my eyes began to cloud over with tears … it was McKayla’s Program that I had written for her funeral. And it was crispy clean … looked like it had just been printed. I cried and cried.

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What a wonderful Christmas gift you received from McKayla.
 
MGEISING said:
**Oh Lorik- how is everyone doing - you niece and mommy?

Thanks for your prayers. We had a snow storm on KK’s birthday and her Mass was still filled with people … Fr. Aggie even mentioned her in his homily - which was an extra treat.

Let me know about your niece and the name they chose.

Loving you,

Moe**
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She had a boy! Charles Joseph on 12-20-07 at 2:38 pm. Charlie weighed in at 8lbs even & 21in.
Glad to see your back. I’ve been worried about you.
Have Greg and Amanda been coping alright?
Bless you, Moe!
 
McKayla was giving you a hug and wishing you a Merry Christmas! How she must be smiling on all of You! save in God’s arms.🙂
 
maggieodae said:
Awesome, I agree it was sent from heaven. No doubt in my mind at all…God sent you a sign and a Hug from McKayla as a special gift.

The Bench is beautiful!

December is a hard month for us. My brothers BD is the 9th, he died when he was 23. My husband died on the 13th, Chris’s BD would have been today. It is all so overwhelming but God does care. He sent me roses blooming on my mini-rose bush that my husband gave me for mothers day before he died the following Dec. Roses blooming on Dec 13th in the middle of an ice storm.🙂

http://i4.photobucket.com/albums/y124/Marie1964/Dec13thFlowersinthesnow.jpg
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**Oh what a special sign … how glorious … I am sorry for beiing so quiet … I dont’ have much strength … what a wondeful sign my friend.

Loving you, Moe**
 
catholic79 said:
Moe things were really hard on the 22nd I don’t really understand why the 22nd I was so hard other then I was home alone, but it was even worse then Christmas, but things have gotten better with each day we get away from Christmas.

Plus on the 23rd DH and I heard from a friend of ours in the Army in Iraq, we hadn’t heard from him in over a year so that was truly wonderful Christmas Surprise.
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**SPECIAL BLESSINGS MY FRIEND - TO HEAR FROM OUR PROTECTORS … I WORK FOR BAE SYSTEMS AND OUR SLOGAN IS … WE PROTECT THOSE WHO PROTECT US … I FEEL HONORED TO WORK FOR SUCH A COMPANY.

LOVING YOU – MOE**
 
Lorik said:
She had a boy! Charles Joseph on 12-20-07 at 2:38 pm. Charlie weighed in at 8lbs even & 21in.
Glad to see your back. I’ve been worried about you.
Have Greg and Amanda been coping alright?
Bless you, Moe!
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**WONDERFUL AND AMEN THAT ALL IS WELL … GOD IS GOOD ISN’T HE LORIK?

I WILL BE IN AND OUT … I AM NOT VERY STRONG THESE DAYS … NOT STRONG AT ALL … BUT I MUST ANSWER MY FRIEND WHO ARE PRAYING SO VERY HARD FOR US.

I JUST MISS HER … I ACHE FOR HER … I FEEL INCOMPLETE WITHOUT HER … YET I KNOW I MUST CONTINUE UNTIL HE CALLS ME HOME FOR AMANDA AND GREG …

PRAY FOR US CAF … PLEASE PRAY FOR US XOXOXO**
 
Nordar said:
McKayla was giving you a hug and wishing you a Merry Christmas! How she must be smiling on all of You! save in God’s arms.🙂
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**I think she was Nordar … I think she was … because we have sat in the same bench — at the same spot for many a Mass during these 9+ months. And the program was perfect … and I have sat in the same bench many times … GOD IS GOOD … and I believe with my heart is was answer to prayer.

Loving you,

Moe, Proud Mom of Amanda and McKayla!!!**
 
A SPECIAL GIFT FROM HER 2006 MONT VERNON VILLIAGE SCHOOL … DELIVERED FOR HER BIRTHDAY …

DEC 20 …

IS GOD NOT WORKING???

mckaylageisinger.virtual-memorials.com/main.php?action=view&mem_id=8668&page_no=8

The Front of the Bench Read:

TWAS HEAVEN HERE WITH YOU

MCKAYLA W. GEISINGER

Greg, Amanda and I went to “McKayla’s Place” before her Birthday Mass and was astounded to see the most beautiful Granite Bench … GOD IS GOOD … ISN’T HE MY FRIENDS AT CAF???/
 
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