I think this may be the key reason why we disagree and why you think atheism is absurd. I think it is a failure of imagination. I can imagine a universe with a God (or gods) and a universe without any god. I can imagine a universe without me in it. I can even, at a stretch, imagine a universe without light where ‘vision’ works by sound waves.
If you cannot even imagine the other person’s point of view, it is no wonder that you dismiss it as absurd. By contrast, I don’t dismiss the view of a theist as absurd. I just think that it is (most likely) wrong.
I must say that I am reality oriented. Being that way has done well for me in this world, at least with respect to what is under my control, given God’s many blessings.
I don’t have to imagine a world without God; I see it first hand, in the media and the history books.
A universe without you and me, unique and irreplaceable in ourselves does not and hence never could exist. Many of us have taken on the world’s view which we possess and transmit, that everyone including ourselves can in reality, be replaced by someone else. Taking this view to its conclusion, we do not truly exist - ridiculous.
You don’t know me. I can very well imagine your point of view. What does not conform to reality, which is the probable reason why you say that God does not exist, is that your understanding of God does not conform to reality. I am guessing that you are attempting to form a relationship with Him. My knowledge includes the fact that He works in mysterious ways, guiding us to goodness and truth.
God is Love within Himself. He is a transcendent being who is Love as a Trinity.
Through His Word, He brings creation into being, everywhere and in every time. Wherever you are, whenever you are, you are in the moment, brought into being by Existence itself, as a being who can decide who he wants to be. This is all real and the consequences are real in the one life we have to live.
Creation is cared about. Every thought, every feeling is known in His infinite compassion.
The reality of everything rooted on the eternal Font of existence, is beautiful and good. It is true and real, “living”. God is the Source of everything that is.
We as one humanity, as a result of sin, have damaged the relationship between ourselves and the Ground of our being. We are left with imaginations that conjure up whatever they want; the further from the Truth the more absurd and horrific our relationship with what is. The aim is to harness one’s imagination and focus on what is real. Sad to say most philosophy operates from mankind’s default position of ignorance, attempting to capture what remains outside it grasp.
In the end it is meaningless to the extent that what is important has to do withthe why’s and what’s of our actions.