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jilly4ski
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I think I would like to add that spirituality (this inner conversion) can’t be taught, but rather first has to be experienced. I grew up in a “charismatic” parish, which sort of focused on “experiencing” the works of the Holy Spirit. So maybe that had prepped me to experience the deep spirituality of the Benedictines. I attended a Benedictine College, and while I might fiercely disagree with some of their theology, I can sit in their liturgical celebrations (Mass or LOTH) and just experience God in the quiet spaces. I am not sure if that is the right way to express that, but as a lay person, I find my self drawn to Benedictine spirituality because of that experience.(I got to attend daily Mass in the early Fall and late Spring (around the ski season) and evening prayer when I wasn’t busy. I even found myself stopping out on the ski trails when the bells would call the monks to Mass, to again go into my heart in the quietness of the snowy hills. Or staring out over the lake, or in the woods. Despite some of the views that lived in the theology department, it really was the ideal setting to live out the Benedictine spirituality.My point is that teaching conversion is not quite something that you do from a book or in a classroom, but it’s something that you learn by changing one thing at a time. You can certainly read the spiritual masters. That will help. But Benedict himself underwent a conversion process. When he was first asked to be the abbot, he told the monks that this was not a good choice, because he would be too hard on them. He was right too. He was very hard on them. Gradually, he went from being the superior to being the Abba.