CopticChristian,
Thanks for the suggestion, but I do not have access to Youtube.
How do I respond to God who has drawn me to His Son Jesus Christ after I was first humbled by God’s chastisement, and subsequently cried out for His forgiveness? I must humble myself before God in order to receive the forgiveness and the overcoming grace to resist sin in my life, which principally comes through the sacrament of reconciliation. In addition, I must humbly receive the holy Eucharist for the graces therein . Last, but not least, the empowerment of the Holy Spirit that is joined with prayer that humbly acknowledges that without Jesus Christ I can no do nothing.
Personally, it takes my cooperation every step of the way. God does not force me to receive the sacraments, to humbly pray for His graces, to be selfless, to work out my salvation with trembling and fear. This must initiate with the obedient decision of my own God given will, I can choose to resist, to quench, or to grieve His Holy Spirit, and I will suffer the consquences and the chastisements if I do.
The obedience of the human will was present within Judaism in the days of Jesus. Outwardly many of the religious Jews kept nine of the Ten Commandments. The one commandment they had most difficulty with was the tenth, "thou shalt not covet’.
Jesus came along and taught me that I must be selfless to enter the kingdom of heaven. This is contrary to my human nature, the world, and the devil. Jesus came along and said that I must keep the ten commandments inwardly, as well as outwardly.
Jesus came along and perfectly overcame the flesh, the world and the devil. In so doing, Jesus selflessly gave his life for me. He became the selfless victim for my sins. He died a death unspeakable for my sins.
Jesus now offers to me his Spirit, his overcoming virtues of faith, hope and love. He offers to me his overcoming grace to save me from my sins, and my predisposition for being selfish.
There is one condition that is required of me to receive these graces and his Spirit, I must be willing to count the cost. I must humble myself before God on a daily basis, and pray for His will to be done in my life.
It took me decades to come to this understanding, so I can not understand Calvinism.
I speak only for myself regarding my Christian/Catholic faith, and I have nothing more to say on this subject and with that,
God’s peace be with you all
micah