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Saint_Prince_Caspian
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I did say there are agnostics who try to believe, but are unsure. That it’s like between darkness and light. Thus, I did not say all agnostics are this way. However, there is an agnosticism of the sort that spells indifference. Or it can be classified that way.I don’t think it is. I define myself as agnostic, and it’s a position I’ve spent time considering. It currently reflects my thinking on religion, which is why I use it as a label. I don’t know if there is a God or not - that’s very different to saying agnostics are indifferent.
For when I say I’m agnostic to the situation. That means I am indifferent. I don’t care either way. Or I’m not really dependent on it. Or it works either way for me. Thus, there’s no definite truth. Whatever works for me. That then spells out what Pope Emeritus Benedict XVI said of Moral Relativism. Which does embark on that kind of Agnosticism I described.
The reality is one day, even the unbeliever, will have to come to a final decision to believe or not. Or accept or refuse. Not in the tone and way Islam prefers under the take of Submit.
But in the sense of the One, Holy, Catholic, and Apostolic sense, the Church. It is Truth provided with Charity.
God is love.
But love does not become indifferent. For as the Good Samaritan was not indifferent to the man at the side of the road, unlike the rich man who did not take care of the poor man outside of his home.
Love was not indifferent on the Cross, being Crucified.
Thus, it was not agnostic in that way.
Though Saint Paul describes that love is kind, does not think of its’ own, does not brood…love is patient.
But the same Saint was also knocked off of a donkey, wherefore a blinding light caused him to be blind for awhile. And, a voice spoke saying: “Saul! Saul! Why do you persecute me?”
That is the startling reality for an Atheist and an Agnostic. One day you will have to face the facts. Not because Love is not patient. Because, love like the Good Samaritan cannot leave you laying at the side of the road remaining Agnostic, uncertain.
Christ does not want those who are unbelieving to sit by the road side and not know that He is truly the Son of God. That He truly suffered and died. That He truly did take the Passion and the Cross.
I can make one suggestion. And it’s just a silly suggestion on my part. Try going to Eucharistic Adoration. You do not have to take part in prayer or worship service.
You can do this: Suppose you go back to where Catholics call the Eucharist. You sit there. And you can say: “So, they tell me you are here. And you are the Son of God. Okay, prove it?”
You can even remain an Agnostic, and keep searching. You can even go back to Him (as we Catholics say that He is truly Present there.) And show and share with Him all the different beliefs, struggles, why you do not believe or why you are uncertain.
What can happen in this way is to trust and hope in a sign from God there.
Even if you do not see it. You can always sit before Him. You do not even have to say anything. Like quietly watching a morning sunrise, or an evening sunset.
Just a silly suggestion on my part.