I’m going out on a limb here, and I’ll admit at the outset that my post is probably not going to be particularly “deep” or well thought out. I’m mainly responding to try to get my own thoughts in order. Why I haven’t converted:
Grew up Baptist, took a couple of other denominational detours, and I’m back to Baptist (at 36). I’m what you might call “disillusioned” but I don’t want to be a church-hopper, so for now I’m staying put. I have serious issues with the Baptists, but I feel I’m better off where I am now than nowhere at all, which is where I was for a few very discouraging years.
Live in an area of the country where there are few Catholics. One parish in our area to cover two cities, whereas there are Baptists and Methodists on every corner (and Presbyterian, and Church of Christ, and…) I only have two local Catholic friends (although that’s probably two more than most of my Baptist friends have), and neither are particularly devout. That’s why I’m here - there’s no one to really talk to about it, and I’m not ready to go visit the local parish priest just yet.
Family pressure. Not that I’ve felt any pressure to date, given that my family doesn’t know I’ve been exploring Catholicism at all. Tiny exceptions: my mom knows I’ve read M. Angelica’s bio and been to visit her shrine a few times - most recent visit was in November and I had an absolutely amazing experience of the mystery of faith at which I am certain my 3yo daughter actually saw Jesus…but I digress (maybe another thread for another time). My husband’s family is Church of Christ and his father considers him a black sheep because he is now Baptist. It was an enormous step for him to cross that road, so to consider becoming Catholic would be quite difficult. I’ve been feeding him spoonfuls, though.
In a nutshell, converting to Catholicism isn’t like trading in my Toyota for a Honda. It’s a big deal, and if I convert it will be with my whole heart without looking back. In the meantime, I’ll continue to pray the Divine Mercy with my secret rosary, read everything I can get my hands on, and seek the Lord’s guidance.
Peace and joy,
Andi
P.S. In regards to the family pressure section, please don’t anyone tell me that Christ is more important. I already know.