Yes that would be conversion!
I don’t know I was raised on anti-catholic theology and many things about Mary and the Pope are “hard to swallow” for me. Web sites like CARM and
questions.org keep pushing me away from the Catholic church. such as:
The whole Pope is christ on earth.
I learned that the catholic Mary was ishtar and other goddesses.
The assumption of her and her immaculate conception…
And a little bit about the Eucharist.
I am just scared and confused about whats right because both have Biblical support… I feel like i’m all alone in this journey and its really hurting my relationship with God because I feel like he’s not giving me any answers…
Thanks for your reply. I understand you are scared and confused. I will try my best to help.
Ishtar was a mythical Assyrian and Babalonian goddess in ancient times. That there could be any association with Mary, a human being, is utter nonsense. It is simply a complete fabrication. In Catholicism the Pope is absolutely not regarded as Christ. The Pope is a human being, just like you and me and everyone else on this thread.
The Immaculate Conception is a Catholic belief. What it means has at times also been a bit confusing for me. While in school, we were taught that the Immaculate Conception concerned the conception of Jesus by the Virgin Mary and the birth of Jesus. Much later, I read that the Immaculate Conception concerned Mary’s own conception and birth without Original Sin, essential since she would become the Mother of Jesus. This was confusing. The former–the conception of Jesus–is the correct interpretation, and I think the explanation is that two Immaculate Conceptions occurred and that they have different meanings. It is the Immaculate Conception of Jesus that is observed as a Holy Day. While neither is understood by science, they are both Catholic beliefs. It is a matter of faith and not science, and science and religion are often in fundamental disagreement.
There is also the question of the transsubstantiation of the Eucharist. Catholic belief is that the Eucharist is the Body and Blood of Christ. Science surely differs in its understanding. Saint Augustine, a fourth century Father of the Catholic Church, also thought the Eucharist was only a symbol of the body and blood of Christ. Augustine is a Catholic Saint and a major philosopher/theologian in the history of the Church. It would be nearly eight-hundred years before Saint Thomas Aquinas, a Doctor of the Church, would maintain that the Eucharist was literally the body and blood of Christ. Neverthess, it remains a question of faith and belief. My own belief is that the Eucharist is transsubstantiated in a spiritual way.
In the earliest days of Christianity, there was a Eucharistic celebration, but there was not yet even a priesthood and consequently no Catholic priests. So the Eucharist was reasonably thought to be symbolic since it was not Consecrated by a Catholic priest. The belief that the Eucharist was literally the Body and Blood of Christ only evoled over a period of centuries. And it remains a matter of belief. The teachings of Saint Augustine should be understood in the context of an evolving faith.
As Christians, do we not all believe that Jesus Christ was the Son of God? Growing up Catholic, with religion class daily from kindergarten through high school, I too encountered many questions and many doubts. Most of us did. Even then-Cardinal Ratzinger, the future Pope Benedict, says in the Prologue to his book “God in the World”, that he almost daily experiences doubt. He of course daily overcomes it. But it is a continuing struggle, he says. I believe many Catholics–not all, but some–at times have doubts. This is essentially normal and natural, I think, and particularly so in this modern era. Consequently, that you might have a few doubts at this time should not greatly trouble you. We are imperfect in our intellectual understanding. Faith is necessary.
The Catholic Church begins with Saint Peter. There is thus a very long and deep tradition, of majesty and beauty, in Catholicism. The Church has no parallel in the Christian world. So, that you are scared and confused is really a normal experience. I think most of us endure it at least periodically and particularly at the time in our lives when we approach and first attain adulthood. This is normal. It can take some spiritual growth, maturity and time to resolve this crisis in faith, but know you are not alone. Despite your few doubts, I encourage you to pursue a potential conversion to Catholicism. Your questions and doubts are not so unusual or as serious as they must seem to you right now. What you are experiencing is a period of spiritual growth. I hope this helps.