You really did that? I’m not saying that you didn’t obey (I’m sure you did), but did you really for 5 full solid years (after holding or having the thought that there “should” be women priests), completely, humbly, and genuinely ‘submit?’ Not just go through the motions of submission while being even more ‘convinced’ (as you say) that your position is right?
Because to my comprehension, in order to genuinely submit one doesn’t just ‘put the brain on autopilot’ or worse yet, make the ‘motions’ of submission while still thinking, acting and saying the contrary. In order to genuinely submit, one starts with the assumption that the church is absolutely 100% right in its teachings, and that if you or I differ, then it is our ‘incomprehension’ that is providing that difference. And that means we find out exactly what the Church does teach, and not our interpration of what we “think” it teaches.
IOW, if the church teaches authortatively that there can be no question of women priests (and despite the "but it has never been infallibly stated a la “The Immaculate Conception” etc. naysayers, the fact is that infallible teachings are not be definition to be done precisely that way and no other), and 2000 years of teaching PLUS the late Pope John Paul II’s written words have pretty much definitively told us “the Church has no power to ordain women”, and you or I ‘feel’ (and it is feeling, is it not?) that there should be, then since it is not the church teaching at fault, but my understanding, then I must both humbly and genuinely examine why I feel that "my interpretation’ in this matter ‘trumps’ the Church’s interpretation.
For you, patg, your ‘parachute’ is twofold. You can claim that:
- The Church doesn’t “really” teach that there can be no women priests–after all, Father So-and-So has said that he is for it! So there can’t have been a real consensus, a real ‘decision’, a 100% ‘for all times’ definition.
- Because the Church doesn’t “really” teach it to your satisfaction, you can ‘hold the position’ for women priests.
And this parachute can be, and is, used by many to support anything that they feel the church “should” do.
Gay marriage? The Church doesn’t “really” teach against it–so you don’t have to either.
Abortion? The Church doesn’t “really” teach against it–or it doesn’t “really” say another to non-Catholics/non-Christians so you don’t have to either.
Just war?
Socialism?
Juice and crackers? Etc. Etc. Ect.
Virtually anything that you want the church to do to ‘conform itself’ to society and society’s judgments and rules you can claim that, "The Church doesn’t “really” teach anything against it.
Heck, even the Immaculate Conception, while proclaimed infallibly, can ‘fall’ if one casts doubt on Vatican I and “infallibility” itself.
We can always claim that Jesus (that meek and mild man) would never have stood by and allowed women to be such ‘second class’ people (while claiming in the same breath that He Himself made sure to give them total equality except that by doing so He would have “alienated His followers”; or even better, that He actually did do so but His actions were suppressed by the patriarchical chauvanists from day 1).
I challenge you, PatG–do you yourself really understand what the Church teaches about the ordination of women, and accept it–or do you know only what you want it to teach, and reject its words until they “conform” to your liking?