Bahman
There is a very excellent paper given at a Philosophical conference which I wish you would read, at least part of it. Since it is copyrighted I cannot quote from it as I would like. So I will just quote several passages which do not violate copyright laws.
Blaise Pascal insisted that God gives enough evidence of his existence to those seeking him, but not enough to those who are indifferent or defiant.
" It was not, then, right that He should appear in a manner manifestly divine, and
completely capable of convincing all men; but it was also not right that He should come
in so hidden a manner that He could not be known by those who should sincerely seek
Him. He has willed to make himself quite recognizable by those; and thus, willing to
appear openly to those who seek Him with all their heart, and to be hidden from those
who flee from Him with all their heart, He so regulates the knowledge of Himself that He
has given signs of Himself, visible to those who seek Him, and not to those who seek Him
not. There is enough light for those who … desire to see, and enough obscurity for those
who have a contrary disposition…[snip] "
Cardinal Newman makes the in a similar manner speaks of two contrasting attitudes, one active and one passive or indifferent.passive” respectively:
" 'The one goes to meet the truth; the other thinks that the Truth ought to come to him. The
one examines into the proof that God has spoken; the other waits till this is proved to
him.
He feels no personal interest in it; he thinks it not his own concern, but (if I may so say)
God Almighty’s concern. He does not care to make the most of his knowledge; he does
not put things together; he does not add up his facts and cumulate his arguments; he
leaves all this to be done for him by Him who speaks to him; and if he is to have any
trouble in the matter, then he is willing to dismiss it altogether.
And next, supposing proof is actually offered him, he feels no sort of gratitude or delicacy
towards Him who offers it: he says without compunction, “I do not see this”; and “that
does not follow”; for he is a critic and a judge, not an inquirer, and he negotiates and
bargains, when he ought to be praying for light. "
dspt.edu/files/RamelowResponsetoFeser.pdf
You can read the whole response but the part I would like you to read begins here:
3) What Can or Should Be Proved by Miracles ! ( It begins about half way down the page ).
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