catharina, your continuing to stylize your own personal statements as *ex-cathedra *doesn’t work. Julianna was simply using a figure of speech – imagery, if you will, to concretize the effect on a young, vulnerable, innocent soul who has suffered what can be experienced as irreparable harm at the hands of a person to whom he or she has entrusted his or her soul for safe-keeping, a person who is charged with acting *in persona Christi. * This authority figure is one with whom the child associates his very relationship with God, even though the child understands full well this is not God himself.
I know several people who, despite effort, prayer, counseling (inside and outside the Church) have not been able to reconcile their own rape or other sexual abuse by clergy with a protective God. It’s a level more dangerous than rape/abuse by someone without a religious title. In that sense, the effects are felt as “soul-killing.” I think that’s all that Julianna meant to say.