Here’s a good atheist conversion story which you might find interesting:
conversiondiary.com/2007/03/like-feeling-heartbeat.html
Hello, thank you for the article! It was interesting; I’m happy that he’s found some solace with regards to his philosophical concerns and in his relationship. A number of problems emerge for me in his telling, however:
*If atheism solved all human woe, then the Soviet Union would have been an empire of joy and dancing bunnies, instead of the land of corpses. *
If we should talk about
what, exactly, is produced in Christians or Atheists, we should come to the conclusion that there are very little or no differences between the moral stature and happiness of those who believe in either. This is a terrible reflection.
I would look at the rigorous logic of St. Thomas Aquinas
Rigorous, only by the mores of its time, modern philosophers have critiqued. The central arguments which give way to the rest of the Summa Theologica, for example, are filled with logical fallacies – brilliant, though his reasoning may sometimes be.
*I was also able to perform, for the first time in my life, the act which I had studied philosophy all my life to perform, which is, to put aside all fear of death. *
Well, now we’re getting at a potential motive for the belief, and we didn’t have to look very far beneath the surface.
*Then, just to make sure I was flooded with evidence, I received three visions like Scrooge being visited by three ghosts. *
I find such depictions
fantastic in the truest sense of the word. Not only are these visions not described further, but he continues to mystify and stupefy his readers with tall tales of great wonders revealed, as if he had been to the other side and came back fraught with its secrets.
I was not taking any pain-killers, by the way, because I found that prayer could banish pain in moments.
Clearly God has shown astonishing patronage to Mr. Wright where even the most humbled and servile believers are left suffering with their infirmities, as many are who pray.
*The illusionary nature of pain, and the logical impossibility of death, were part of the things I was shown. *
Lucky he, because those are some of the biggest problems in Christianity.
*with apologies to my pagan friends, I see that Christianity is the clearest expression of these themes, and also has a logical and ethical character other religions expressions lack). *
And if he had borne this revelation in the middle east, he would have converted to Islam.
*It is a primary impression coming not through the medium of the senses: an intuitive axiom, like the knowledge of one’s own self-being. *
I have seen this type of floral, ambiguous, non-descriptive speech in most conversion stories, and it rarely does anything to appeal to our ordinary sensibilities. The above quote could be shortened to the expression “I just
know, okay?”
*Besides, the atheist non-god is not going to send me to non-hell for my lapse of non-faith if it should turn out that I am mistaken. *
A bit of homage to Pascal’s Wager: unfortunately it doesn’t sound like the kind of certainty that faith truly demands. The story really depicts no more than a mere coincidence with some afterthought about the implications of his surviving. Some people feel so thankful for having survived potential death that they must pay reverence to a higher power. Of course, this rendition is painfully negligent of those who simply die of their infirmities, and certainly in considering that people all over the world convert to their society’s promulgated religion.