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confusedcatholic1
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I am sorry about this post friends. I am a 17 y/o who was raised nominally protestant, began attending Methodist and Evangelical churches at 14, started faithfully attending Mass at 15, and decided I wanted to become Catholic. It has been pretty steady since then. I still haven’t received the Sacraments, but I am in RCIA right now. There is a slight problem; I started reading the Noble Qur’an roughly a month and a half ago. I knew once I had finished surah al fatihaah (chapter 1) that I would have to close the book if I wanted to remain comfortable. I, however, like to be open to other ideas and seek honestly the truth, so I continued. After finishing the second chapter it became a pretty passionate reading habit, more so than I have ever had with the Holy Bible (and I remember the summer I decided to attend church, I was reading 15 chapters a day! Of course, that didn’t work). I am now at surah an-naml (27, I think, out of 114, and over halfway done). Ever since I was at the third chapter, I have been having difficulties praying, because I have almost completely lost my faith. The only thing that I have retained are emotional connections (I.E. it feels odd to not pray the rosary or the Morning Prayer), feeling bad since my parents have invested money in my Catholic Faith, and desire not to disappoint Christian friends. I can’t even pray to Jesus without trying to forget that the Qur’an exists because I am pretty confident that it is the Word of God. When I prayed whether it was scripture, I would continually feel a certain ayat. These would always be one of the following: an ayat saying not to ascribe compeers to Allah (SWT), that Jesus never actually claimed Divinity, talking about the Hereafter, or commands to worship Allah, observe your devotional oblingations, pay the Zakat, etc. I don’t really know much about Islam or anything like that, however, I agree with the basic teachings. I have, of course, come across things that made me suspicious, like surah 2:223, and the Mary/Miriam confusion, Our Lady of Guadalupe, but I have not asked my reddit friend about those. She is very knowledgable. My question is, and I didn’t intend to ramble on, and I don’t intend to cause any discord or start debates, how do I know the Bible is the Word of God? BTW, I am a new account so I might be banned from replying for a few days. I hear that that can happen.
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