Guess that means that I was successful in keeping out my own feelings when writing those first paragraphs in post 109.
Yet, my mental self during the actual worship service was in turmoil. That is why I commented “I could feel Christ on His cross wanting to come to this funeral in His Real Presence in the Real Eucharist.”
I can relate to women wanting to be priests. As a very young child, I thought I would like to be a priest. I knew that a new priest would come back to his own parish to celebrate his first Holy Sacrifice of the Mass. Then one night I had a kind of nightmare. I had been ordained a priest and there I was beginning my first Mass with family, friends, and parishioners who came to celebrate this great event. I was o.k. with the first part of the Mass. And the Consecration went rather well. In my dream, I looked at the bread and wine. I could not take my eyes off the Real Presence of Jesus Christ. I could not continue. I could not move. I could not say another word of the Mass. I froze in love for Jesus.
Fortunately, I woke up. All I could wonder about was how real priests could move on after the Consecration, which is so powerful. Shortly after that dream, I definitely decided that I would not be a good priest because I could not continue beyond my first Mass.
I still have that wonderment about real priests. It helped me realize that the Real Presence is the summit of our Faith. It does not make a difference if only men are priests. That should not hinder my love for Jesus. The goal of both men and women is the same. We are to unite ourselves with Our Lord and stay united until we are in the presence of the Beatific Vision.
While it is true that the male priesthood is being challenged, the real challenge seems to be the loss of the true Catholic Eucharist and the Divinity of Jesus Christ in chapter 6, Gospel of John.
I need many blessings. Thank you.