Iām going to try and provide some (name removed by moderator)ut on this as a young Catholic (early 20s) who has been involved in a struggle to keep faith.
This might not be saying much, but I consider myself a more informed Catholic than most, and as such a lot of my struggles with the faith have been teaching based rather than reasons such as people āfeelingā better in a protestant faith or something.
Let me just give you a run down of teachings that have caused me great distress at one time or another or even still today:
- Immaculate conception
- Mary as Mediatrix
- Papal infallibility
- Inerrancy of scripture
- Reconciling old testament violence with Catholic teaching on killing
- Reconciling Vatican II with pre Vatican II formulations of teachings especially āno salvation outside the Churchā
- Trying to reconcile the love of God with Hell.
Additionally, it being a mortal sin to not fast on Ash Wednesday or Good Friday or not abstain from meat on the appointed days for those obliged have caused me great distress. I just donāt understand why such a high penalty is attached to it. I donāt think I could ever not believe in God, and my crises of faith have usually been very Catholic specific and to be quite honest I feel I have not received great answers when it comes to these issues that trouble me.
On a related note, I also suffer from anxiety issues, and as such I suffer from scrupulosity which has associated negative emotions with spirituality. I want to pray more and read scripture more, but it seems the more time I spend devoting myself to such things, the more my scrupulosity bothers me. Itās so hard for me to see God as a loving father and just let go and trust Him when Iām reminded of things like certain old testament acts of violence, and damnation for a single mortal sin.
So taking into consideration the things Iāve said, I can see how someone having doubts over some of these things might refuse to adhere to the Churchās teaching and leave the Church.