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jkiernan56
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I was doing a little reading up about “spiritual experience” and one thing that stands out is very clear … it is in no way any indication of a person’s state or level of holiness (how close they are to God). A person who has not had any “burning bush” experience can love God a hundred times more than one who has had spiritual experience … remember the story of the widow’s penny (mite) in the collection basket. Second, if God gives spiritual experience, it is usually not meant just for that individual alone - but for the building up of others and the community.Being essentially dualistic and dependent on subject/object perception, it fails both to prepare the potential realizer as to what might happen, and fails also therefore to have ready a Knowledgeable Guide. Thus the self *assesment *of what happens as a Realization may not be entirely accurate, despite the irrefutalbly genuine nature of the happening. In my case it took years to become stable again, relative to the world of commonality. But I had to go outside the Church to gain it. I dismissed the Church, but now have come to see it differently.
Yes, that is right, One, I-I said it, sort of.
You see, if it was me (you know what I mean) talking about it, instead of “objective” as '56 uses it, I wold use the word “Absolute byitself.” I AM is an Absolute Truth. By itself. And though it might be the “object” of self inquiry to discover that Truth, its realization as I AM is subjective/Subjective. That is the terror and horror of it, and why it is rarely accepted in a right dynamic of language/thought. It really is atonement/at-Onement. No wonder '56 clearly sees that God cannot condemn anyone to hell. Impossible. Why? Because in that state the Risen Christ is known. What changed?
Imagine sitting on the branch of a large oak tree. The branch requires and needs the main part of the tree (roots, trunk) and cannot be supported by itself. Imagine sitting on the branch and thinking that I wish I could cut the branch that I am sitting on so that I would no longer be connected to the tree. But if you cut the branch, it will fall - because it depends on the tree. It is only because of the tree that the branch can even exist. This is similar to the “vine and the branches” in the Gospel of John. The branch cannot exist without the vine. It is the tree or vine that gives life to the branch.
For me, it is “The Catholic Church” Christ founded upon Peter that is THE TREE. Any and all spiritual experience should be always connected to the The Church (the tree). The Church has the final say over all spiritual experience, it’s authenticity, it’s meaning for the whole Body of Christ. Like you Detales, you saw your need for the Church. You are connected to the Church. You cannot live without the Church. You are not meant to be a lone ranger. That is a very VERY healthy sign to me you are on the right road.
The one scripture that I hold before my eyes (so that I make sure I have not lost sight of the forest) is the passage “If I have not love, I am nothing at all”. If spiritual experience and knowledge do not lead to love of God, love of neighbor, healthy love of self, I would seriously question that experience and knowledge. In fact, love is the tell tale sign of it’s authenticity as well … and love is what I mean by holiness. Spiritual experience by itself does not indicate holiness - but rather should lead to it … to the Magisterium of the Church … who has the final say over it’s interpretation.