He eventually came to understand the book as the product of “an intellectual experience called ‘sequential words,’” Groeschel said. “It’s actually very common and probably the least impressive of all these things. St. John of the Cross nailed it. He said, ‘They’re calling the words of God the thoughts that they address to themselves.’ Now, there’s an ice-cold glass of hot water.”
What Groeschel found to be at once most thrilling and confusing about Helen Schucman’s process was that, during the time she wrote A Course in Miracles (a book that any number of fundamentalist Christian ministers have called the most dangerous ever published), she became intensely attracted to the Catholic Church, attended Mass regularly, and was devoted to the Virgin Mary. Only under close questioning did Schucman admit that, many years earlier, she had briefly been a Christian. This had resulted from an “accidental” childhood visit to Lourdes, where she had been so moved that she received baptism upon her return to the U.S. She also had prayed the Rosary for years afterwards, Schucman claimed, until she adopted scientific skepticism as her creed, and lived by it for most of her adult life.
When he suggested she apply for membership in the Catholic Church, Schucman replied that this was unnecessary because, as a Jew, she had been Catholic before “you Gentiles came along and made all these rules.” No less fascinating to the priest was the sharp distinction between Schucman’s own stated convictions and the content of A Course in Miracles. “I hate that damn book,” she often told him, and regularly disavowed its teachings.
Schucman was embarrassed, Groeschel remembered, and confided to the priest her fear that the book would create a cult, which of course it did.
Most troubling to him by far was the “black hole of rage and depression that Schucman fell into during the last two years of her life,” the priest explained. She had become frightening to be with, Groeschel recalled, spewing psychotic hatred not only for A Course in Miracles but “for all things spiritual.” When he sat at Schucman’s bedside as she lay dying, “she cursed, in the coarsest barroom language you could imagine, `that book, that @@@damn book.’ She said it was the worst thing that ever happened to her. I mean, she raised the hair on the back of my neck. It was truly terrible to witness.”
And that when you enter the world of the supernatural, the worst mistake you can make is to impose a ultrarealist point of view. You can’t make those kinds of distinctions about experiences that are beyond our comprehension.
beliefnet.com/Faiths/2004/07/The-Making-Of-A-Course-In-Miracles.aspx
In my opinion she was exploited. Can’t see how any conclusion can be reached with an edited work clearly she removed important content from, and never wanted published. Sad really.
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/A_Course_in_Miracles