When i first returned to the Church, I was convinced the Church was the Church Christ founded, but I still had some ideas in my head about Church teaching that were wrong, like how can celibate men make a rule about something they don’t know anything about, like birth control?
So I put it in God’s Hands: I told Him I didn’t understand it, but I would follow it. I did that and then God explained it to me.
There have been other times when this happened, but there have also been times when I asked for help understanding something and God didn’t clarify it directly but put something to read or something someone said in my way so I found the explanation that way.
What is important to me is that I follow and obey the Church, even if I don’t understand.