Judi, so you need prayers and they help you, you don’t deserve for people to pray for you or for healing, comfort or peace, why not? Why are you less entitled to God’s mercy, healing and comfort? Why should you not be in fellowship with fellow travelers down life’s path? So maybe I should give back my cure from cancer? I am certainly less deserving than you, so my family doesnt deserve to have their prayers answered, my wife should be a widow and my children without a father?
You pray for others-should your prayers not be answered?
I think you need to get over this guilt trip, you have been a blessing to me and I want and pray for God to provide his blessings to you, each day, I pray for healing from your illness, for relief from your pain, for you and your husband to be as close as any married couple can be that you are able to provide prayers for everyone because my and others prayers for you are answered, In Jesus name I pray amen