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WHY I LEFT ISLAM?**
This question has so many answers the full meaning of which I have gradually comprehended. First, I started to have many doubts concerning some verses in the Quran and failed to get satisfactory answers from the experts of the Islamic scripture. The more I questioned basic tenets of Islam, the further I got away from Mohammed and his religion. What bothered me most was that Allah was believed to send His books to four major prophets, but two of these books were distorted (The Law & Gospel), and one got lost (the Book of Psalms)! Even though there was not a single verse in the Quran to support the distortion theory, all Muslim scholars and commentators made up stories that aimed to prevent Muslims even from touching the Bible. In my opinion, the same God of the Old & New Testament would never deprive His believers of Hİs eternal truth by letting some wicked scribes or clerics replace His holy word with human lies! When I read about the Christian view on the Judaic scripture, I was surprised to see that Christianity never resorted to the distortion theory. Besides, when I got my first Gospel to compare it with the Quran, I found a totally different form of Scripture. In contrast to Quran, which included the stories and testimonies of various prophets, the Gospels focused on Jesus! The evangelists did not need to repeat most of the stories in the Old Testament since Jesus endorsed the Old Testament as the authoritative and immutable word of God. Quran, on the other hand, retold many stories in the Old and New Testament in order to correct many so-called mistakes and point at the deviations from the truth! In short, Islam taught that revelations had been consigned to humanity only for a short time until the advent of Islam. Thus, God’s message was hidden or distorted and the process of establishing the only true faith (Islam) in the world was recurrently disrupted.
When I was a student at secondary schools, I mostly annoyed my professor of religion with my objections to his assertions about the Christian scripture. I remember very well once he said
“ on the first page of the Gospel is written that Joseph is Jesus’ father although they claim God is Jesus’ father. You see they have so many contradictory tenets” (later I realized that he was referring to Joseph’s genealogy in Matthew’s Gospel!). I responded “ we should ask Christians about their Scripture, they must have a valid reason for that verse in the Gospel”. Again, each time they hammered into our brain that the Nicene Council convened to choose the canonical Gospels and burn thousands of others that were the evidence of textual corruption, I raised my hand and asked “How come the people at the council chose four Gospels, but not one? Why did they not think of changing the names of the evangelists (why Mark and Luke rather than two of the 12 apostles?) or of basing the reliability of the Gospels on Jesus’ dictation?
When I was a practicing Muslim, I recited certain chapters from the Quran. Interestingly, I delighted in reading about Jesus and Mary and memorized some verses of chapter 3 and 19 as a natural result of reading them over and over. Jesus and His life fascinated me more than the stories of the other religious figures. The story of His conception, His birth and infancy, His prophetic mission, His apostles, and passion and resurrection (in short, from the womb to the tomb) indicated simplicity mixed with faith and mystery. I am proud of my faith and my LORD. I pray that I keep growing in faith, hope, and love till the day of my second meeting with the Prince of Life upon the clouds. Blessed be His name forever.
Even a three and a half year old girl knows that Jews and Christians are to be hated perpetually. And its done in the most respectful manner. 
