Hi Mysty101,
Ya know that there are many ways in which the gift of healing can and often does manifest itself.
Most I guess tend to think that unless there is a visual connected to the action of prayer or the laying
on on hands that this gift doesn’t exist in them. In your desire to train your dogs as therapy dogs (which by the way I wanted to do when I first got my pug) might I suggest that love is present in
wanting to bring relief, joy, to these in the hospital or nursing home in a very specific way. Nothing loves like the simple creatures of God I sometimes think. And it was and is the center of the healing gift, love, that is. As Christ was moved to compassion it was that love that transferred from him to others, and in Jesus case healings always occurred.
In our case we may not always know that our love of Jesus is being transferred to another through the Spirit as a healing because there is most of the time no outward sign. Yet be sure that the Holy Spirit, not being bound by what we want to see, or associate with his power, isn’t using your gift at some depth within another that you may never see. There is a healing of hearts, a healing of brokeness or woundedness or loneliness in another
that I doubt unless we are constantly with them that we may ever see. But it is here that the healing Lord first tends to the inner man. Jesus didn’t “heal” Mary Magdalene, as we would talk of his healings, but she was very definitely moved by his love and healed by his love where she most needed it.
In all my years in the healing ministry I can probably count on one hand those times when I was allowed to see the Lord in a physical healing of another, but as well in all those years there were way many more times that I knew the Lord was tending to a deeper pain, a more cancerous malady that perhaps prevented that individual from being made whole in body because the soul was sick. Along with the gift of healing is discernment, you are moved toward that which God directs and in you there is a sense of peace and surity that does not come from your own desires, one form of discernment. Very often as I visit the sick in the hospitals, and even more with those in the mental health ward I am drawn to one or another but literally told to pray only, at times as well to pray in a specific way other times to just pray asking God to intercede in their suffering. I rarely see the wound healed but I know it is in the process, which began with my surrender in listening to him.
Basically all I am trying to say to you is perhaps dwell less on the manifestion of the gift and more on the gift. There is alot written about these gifts and I’m sure that you can find out some of what you want to know in searching. It is my personal belief that all the charisms are present within those who seek to serve the Lord, and tho there are ones more highly manifested in some at times, the need may be such for where this individual
is. But you can certainly be called to healing even without the heightened degree of others, and in surrendering in smaller things God will trust you with greater. To some capacity we all have the gift of healing if we are blessed with the gift of his love for others.
Meanwhile Suz’s not wrong, joining a community can assist you in understanding and in seeking the answers to your questions. Yet in the meantime use what you have, that which you already recognize in complete humility (which means not saying oh I don’t have that I think but in praying when you are drawn to pray) and be assured God has asked this of you and will use your prayer and ready you for more.
My two sense worth only.
God bless,
Elaine