brotherhrolf, I certainly appreciate your testimony of the formation of your spirituality and your reverent attitude.
I’m from the opposite end of the spectrum. Not too many years ago, I was sitting in a pew (not kneeling or standing), eating chunks of Wonder Bread and drinking little shot glasses of Welch’s and calling it “communion.” Afterwards, the little shot glasses were thrown away, with the dregs of grape juice still in the bottom. I don’t know what happened to the bread. It didn’t matter, because it was all symbolic anyway.
I’ve seen Communion with Pepsi and Twinkies.
While you were taught “I’m not worthy,” I was taught “It’s just a symbol.”
Now that I’m Catholic, I find the Eucharist is amazing and I approach our Lord in the Blessed Sacrament with great reverence, awe, and just a little fear of God Almighty.
I try to concentrate entirely on the Lord, not on the people or the music or my aching foot. I try to devote all my being to Him. As Psalm 103 says, “All that is within me bless His holy Name.”
I was taught in RCIA that when we are going forward to receive the Lord, we are laying ourselves down on the cross, too, sacrificing our lives to Him. It is not a trivial moment for me at all. I am not frivolous. I believe entirely and passionately that the Lord is truly, miraculously present in the Bread and the Wine. I often cry during Holy Communion, I am so overwhelmed by the sacrifice of Jesus on the cross.
I was also taught by our priests that it is perfectly acceptable to receive our Lord on the hand. We are to bow or make some gesture of respect before taking Him, then immediately consume Him, not carry Him back to our seats. We are to sign ourselves with the Sign of the Cross, then go back to our seat. We are allowed to chew Him with our teeth, as the word used in John 6 is “gnaw.” And when we return to our seats, we should kneel (or stand if we are at Children’s Mass), and contemplate our Lord now in us.
I was taught that others take our Lord on the tongue and that’s OK, too. I was taught that either way, we receive the entirety of our Lord, Body and Blood, Soul and Divinity, in the Eucharist. I do not receive less of Him because I receive Him in my hand.
Receiving in the hand is especially meaningful to me as I play the piano, and often play for Mass.
brotherhrolf, I respect and honor your choice to receive on the tongue and appreciate the background and training that you received.
All I ask is that you please respect me and my background, and especially my priests and bishop, who taught me that receiving the Lord in the hand is acceptable in the Catholic Church.
If you can do this, we’ll get along fine! If not, well, I encourage you to take the issue up with my bishop, not with me. I’m only obeying the Apostle that the Lord has set over me.
brotherhrolf, I don’t mean this post to be just to you. You seem very respectful and I appreciate that.