Devastating, but sadly, as some have said, not entirely surprising. I have worked with hard core addicts for over 30 years, and it sounds like a relapse. It also sounds like it has been sliding in that direction for some time. I was concerned about the slurred speech on the announcement also, because I know that sudden neurological damage can set in when a person gets older after they have used heavily earlier in life.
I have been challenged by a little exercise that I was taught years ago by a Methodist Pastor. He taught us to take the verses in Corinthians and substitute our name for “love”. It is a very good measure of where I fall short, and I have had to try this again today, as I was quite nauseated over this news. It goes like this:
1 Cor 13:4-7
4 Love is patient and kind; love is not jealous or boastful; 5 it is not arrogant or rude. Love does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; 6 it does not rejoice at wrong, but rejoices in the right. 7 Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
Now the exercise:
1 Cor 13:4-7
4 Guan is patient and kind; Guan is not jealous or boastful; 5 Guan is not arrogant or rude. Guan does not insist on Guan’s own way; Guan is not irritable or resentful; 6 Guan does not rejoice at wrong, but rejoices in the right. 7 Guan bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
The hardest part for me right now is the last portion, in bearing, believing, and hoping. May Mary his mother, who called him, rescued him, and led him to the priesthood, by the grace of God do so once again.