I knew that movie was Deliverance. I was a young teen when it was released into movie theaters, so was not interested at all. I totally loved the music, though. It was all over the radio. I think itās called Dueling Banjos.
I saw Deliverance on TV just a few months ago, but did not catch all of it, just the second half or maybe a little less. I actually caught it the next day too and I only saw just a bit more. Iām sure that it was edited nicely for TV. I never could have handled that movie when I was younger, but now I find the themes very interesting. I guess because I am a woman. Looking at it objectively and keeping in mind I didnāt see all of it, Iād say that at itās core it is more about manhood, violence, secrets, fear, group psycology vs. independent action, than about homosexuality. I didnāt think that it was consentual homosexuality either, meaning I thought it was either rape or coersion that happened, but I missed that actual part I guess. Anyway, yes, it is very disturbing. I think the only way to enjoy the movie is to look at it objectively as a psycological study put into a screenplay. Most people are not looking for that in a movie, though.
In 1982, a boyfriend took me to one of the Charles Bronson movies. I forgot the name of the series. There was a rape scene near the beginning. These men broke into his home and the maid was alone. The scene was pretty graphic for that time. I didnāt walk out, I ran out. I was in the bathroom crying my guts out and shaking all over. My boyfriend apologized and said he didnāt expect that and that his movies were not like that before. That was the last time I let him pick a movie without me! I had nightmares for days.