You cannot be Catholic practising a pinch of Buddhism.
Catholicism and Buddhism are completely opposite and not compatible at all!
Buddhism does not know personal God, it is at best ateistic religion.
Meditation techniques you use from Buddhism and other Easter religions can bring you spiritual and mental problems.
That isnât something unusual because you are emptying your mind. Mind can never stay empty so it has to be full of something. That something is good or bad.
St.Paul says this
For, although we are in the flesh, we do not battle according to the flesh,
for the weapons of our battle are not of flesh but are enormously powerful, capable of destroying fortresses. We destroy arguments
and every pretension raising itself against the knowledge of God, and take every thought captive in obedience to Christ
2 Corinthians, 10, 3-5
You have to fill your mind with Christ, not empty it and try to connect with non personal energy to save yourself and fulfill yourself. That is useless for Christians and dangerous.
You will fill your mind with Christ when you read Bible (for start read just New Testament!), when you pray and think about Christ and his life, when you go to Mass etc. You can pray rosary, that is great for meditation.
Thanks for the encouragement. I just want to be saved because Iâm a miserable sinner.
Buddhism is religion of self-salvation. It is religion which didnât meet Christ.
We are sinners and we will never save ourselves. Christ saved us dying on Cross!!!
You shouldnât have Buddha shrine in house. Make one to Our Lady or donât make any.
Read Bible, you can find it online, I posted link in this post and wait until RCIA starts.
Here is document about Christian meditation
https://www.vatican.va/roman_curia/...th_doc_19891015_meditazione-cristiana_en.html
Donât be afraid!