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May God bless you on your journey jessaka. I hope and pray you will be open to the Holy Spirit and His message and let Him lead you to where ever His will takes you. I can only imagine what one goes through when leaving the JW’s. Please don’t loose hope in Jesus and He will guide you.Someone on this thread post this scripture. You know, when I was a Jehovah’s Witness I never read this before. It is so meaningful to me now. Of course, as a JW I never read the Bible, but not because it was forbidden but because I had enough to read that was put out by the Watchtower, Bible & Tract Society.
But as for Jesus, well, we were not to worship him, and now I find many scriptures where he is worshipped and to be worshipped. Jesus wasn’t much in the picture at all. It was all about Jehovah, and to this day it has always been about God to me, not about Jesus. This Easter I began looking at Christ, this for many reasons, not because it was Easter because I never celebrated Easter as a JW, not as a HIndu or as a Buddhist. But because of what I was reading, Gnostic Christianity which is replete with sexual tantric practices, well, for some, many or most of them, I saw why the Catholic Church banned it, and soI realized that they had something to say of importance.
I may not agree with everything the Cathlic Church teaches, but I don’t think I really have to do so. In time maybe my mind will change on things. At this moment I don’t even kow if I will ever be a Christian again.
It was to excommunication that I rejected to, because I thought it was like shunning (disfellowshipment, as the JWs call it), but it isn’t at all. One of the most cruel things that the JWs do is disfellowship members, and for the slightest infraction. Speak about not treating the flock with kindness!!! People are not just torn from their God, but from their family and friends for things that they had not done, or didn’t mean to do, just for cases of imperfection, or just because they can’t believe in the teachings anymore. And for this they lose their parents and siblings. NO ONE can talk with them. In turn many become atheists, and the Catholic Church is the last religion on their list of places to attend because they are Bablyon the Great, marked for destruction, and they are wrong about everything. I wonder what made Russell and Rutherfold so anti-Catholic? And as a JW we thought it great that when JWs were kicked out or left that they lost all religion and especially that they would not go to the Catholic Church. How loving is that? How loving is any of it?
I read the posts by the JW here, and they are taken from the publications. Not much is actually from him, not even that about war. When I was JW we were pacists. Evidentally that has changed some. We never thought to help others unless it was going door-to-door. When I left and started thinking for myself I realized that some wars are very justified, especially the holocaust, and all I knew about it from the JWs is how much they were persecuted by Hitler, and how they stood in their faith.
We never helped people that were hungry either, not even members. I remember going to a house to have dinner with one of the elders (overseers?). We all ate one sweet potato because that was all they had. We were not taught to give, and so I didn’t question or give. I just wondered why they didn’t have much food.
I would only hope that the JW here would sit down and read the New Testament and see what Jesus really had to say, but then I realize that once you have been well indoctrinated it is hard to think out of the box. It still is for me with some things.
I did like reading what the early church fathers had to say about the trinity. What an eye opener since the JWs love to quote from them when it serves their needs but not when it doesn’t. Does this mean that the WB&TS actually read what they had said and ignored the teaching on the trinity? Or did they find the quote they needed elsewhere and used it, not realizing all that they said? And still it is hard for me to think of Jesus as God or even in the trinity. But I can see that since Jesus was lower than the angels while on earth, that the Father could be said to be greater than he.
It is actually good that we have this thread going because as an exJW I need this and hopefully others will benefit as well. When I was a JW I thought that the Catholics didn’t read the Bible. Now I have a Catholic Bible, and I have also learned that in 3 years Mass has completely read the Bible. I don’t know how many JWs can boast of this. I also remember that we would tell Catholics that they should be able to listen to other opinions, and this allowed us to give our opinion at their door or in their house. But if a JW is asked to listen to an opinion, well, most leave. And what else? Well, when we went door-to-door or talked to anyone about the teachings, we were counting time. Time meant so much to us. We got to put how much time we spent in service and bragged about it. 100 hours was the greatest, the Pioneers did that. I was a Pioneer when something happened to me, and the JWs didn’t believe me and so kicked me out. How I was proud of those 100 hours and to be called a Pioneer, and how horrible to have been kicked out. I have always left every religion on my own sense then because when I see people being abused, I just walk out. They taught me that when they kicked me out and I found out how horrible it felt. I never got over it, and it has been 40 years. And I could never look at Christianity until now, but I don’t know where it is going, if anywhere.
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Juicy blessings!!!