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laylow
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A gradual course of events that led to the eventual position I hold today.So friend; WHAT events caused you to abandon the Catholic Faith and Church?
As a general one statement description, I no longer believe the Christian concept of God, the Christian story, or some of the Christian morals.
It started partly as a result of my own personal suffering which led me to examine my own opinion on many key issues as well as gave me ample time to pursue the knowledge of said issues.
As a result I took up a vigorous study of the Bible and found many inconsistencies, contradictions, and honestly straight-up nonsense I that I could not resolve. I began studying early Christianity historically from multiple sources and scholars. My eventual conclusion was that the Bible was a collection of very human writings, divine intervention being completely absent.
As I began to look at the writings as humans attempt at morality and philosophy, they began to make much more sense. The discovered writings being human’s first documented attempt to understand the world from these perspectives, gave me the perspective that they were meant to be improved upon, instead of being treated as absolute authority, just as the ideas of Socrates or other philosophers. The house of cards began to crumble.
The problem of Evil led to my disbelief in theism. If there is a God who intervenes in the world, answers prayer, cares about individual people, etc. I see the evidence of this as completely nonexistent. Apparently it was quite prevalent in biblical times, but these days God is obviously too busy.
I have an open mind towards deism, although I see no real reason to believe it. It seems more like a “God of the Gaps” concept in which there are better natural concepts that do a better job of attempting to explain first cause, etc.