You seem to be failing to make a distinction between Sacred Traditions and the traditions of men. It is true that there are as many Catholic opinions as there are belly buttons. However, the Church is the custodian of the Teachings of the Apostles, and they are the Word of God, not peoples opinions.
There are plenty of us that are “think headed” here. You seem to imply that Catholics do not need to find answers for themselves? Most of the Catholics you will meet here on CAF have spend decades doing just that.
It is good to read and reflect on the writings of others, and to read the Bible for yourself, and ask Him to understand it. It would be an error to assume He is going to show you something opposite of what He has already revealed to the Church He founded.