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Will be keeping you in prayer throughout the day today.
You are an amazing inspiration to me–and to others on here, I’m sure. I have read through this thread, and just felt goosebumps reading your words of encouragement and can see the Holy Spirit working through you. I pray that you will be healed from this disease, and that you go through the process clinging to the grace that God will pour out to you. Praying hard for you!!I must embrace it, as it is for the perfection of my soul. Knowing how much my soul lacks produces the fear and consternation!
I have been talking the talk to so many others. I must now walk the walk. I pray for the strength. The prayers of faith-filled brothers and sisters in Christ serve to strengthen me. Thank you and God bless you.
Just for God’s will to be done in all of our lives. Whatever is best for our souls.Now, it gets interesting. I have early stage four “not otherwise specified” lymphoma. It cannot be typed exactly at this point. It is an aggressive cancer that, in the time it took for all of the diagnostic testing, moved from stage three to stage four. Not what I wanted to hear, but I am not in charge, and I do not know what is best for my soul. The Lord does, and He is acting for the sake of His Kingdom.
I have the medication port inserted into my chest. It remains beneath the skin for ease of injecting the chemicals used in the chemotherapy. I will begin chemotherapy next week. Some of the chemicals are damaging to human tissue and even irritate the veins. So, the largest vein, adjacent to the carotid artery, is used to inject the “medication”, so it will be immediately diluted. That way, it reduces the damage to the vein.
Some of the chemicals can also cause irreversible cellular damage to the heart. The risk is low in my case. All of my hair will soon be gone (quickly rather than slowly!) and various other side effects will likely occur. However, the alternative to all of this is to get sicker and die. I don’t want side effects or heart damage, but the alternative is not at all attractive.
I know that the Lord is improving several prayer lives through all of this, even though mine has recently fallen apart. Much of the comfort I derive from these latest days comes directly from the prayers of the faithful here on CAF. To know that prayers are going up from all over the world is simply humbling.
God bless each and every one of you! I am called back to prayer, especially before Christ in the Blessed Sacrament, so please let me know of your intentions and I will lift them up.
Christ’s peace.


O Lord our God, Who by word alone did heal all diseases, Who did cure the kinswoman of Peter, You Who chastise with pity and heal according to Your goodness; Who are able to put aside every malady and infirmity, do You Yourself, the same Lord, grant aid to this Your servant and cure him of every sickness of which he is grieved; lift him up from his bed of pain, and send down upon him Your great mercy, and if it be Your Will, give to him health and a complete recovery; for You are the Physician of our souls and bodies, and to You do we send up Glory: to Father, and to Son, and to Holy Spirit, both now and ever, and to the ages of ages. Amen.

God bless you, Christine! I will try to post updates as I “progress”, but I have absolutely no idea how I will feel. Well, if I’m zonked, most of my family can hack my account and post for me, if needed.A Holy Spirit moment.
A few months ago, before I knew you were sck, I got a random call from the from some cancer (I can’t remember which) society asking if I’d collect from my block. I said yes. I usually say no. Anyway, I forgot all about it.
Yesterday the package arrived.
It is for Leukemia and Lymphoma
:hug3: